Tuesday, January 27, 2009

i realized its been too long since i regularly update my blog with stuff.. from my point of view to facts to funny/weird/really random stuff =) though not anymore.. i come to realize at times, times are just something to come by.. well maybe not exactly.. its more of having my own personal time to do what i want and not because i have to do it for 1 reason or the other.. i mean, time where you're allowed to sit down, read the newspaper or blog etc.

is school really that bad to suck the very life out of you? maybe, maybe not.. i cant really tell cos i dont really wanna sit down and really think what have i been doing.. why? cos if i do realize that i have been wasting jack worth of time, then i will feel so miserable, it wont help me one bit.. maybe instead i should work towards improving my management of time.. to some extend its in the process cos im like using an organizer and all.. but i figured, whenever i need to get things done, i get distracted easily too.. and that's nooo good.. sigh

i guess i got to make do with what i have and push on and go go go. it reminds of my moments i had in army where i just stopped having a social life for some time (5mths approx) due to commitment in the force.. calling me up when im leave, not having enough sleep and just so many paper and social work you got to do..i survived that though.. and i guess when you're in army, your problems and issues are quite contained in your camp.. school is slightly different now so MUST FOCUS!!!!!!!!!!!!

smoke on the water.
9:55 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

i require some heat treatment cos yeah

I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you
We broke our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care
And I'm not scared
Light my candles, in a daze
'Cause I've found god
yeah, yeah yeah
yeah, yeah yeah
yeah, yeah yeah
yeah, yeah yeah
yeah, yeah yeah
yeah, yeah yeah

I'm so lonely, but that's okay, I shaved my head
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there
But I don't care
I'm so horny, but that's okay
My will is good
yeah yeah yeah (x6)

I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack

I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack

I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you
We broke our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care
And I'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze
'Cause I've found god
yeah, yeah yeah
yeah, yeah yeah
yeah, yeah yeah
yeah, yeah yeah
yeah, yeah yeah
yeah, yeah yeah


I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack

I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack

Nirvana - Lithium

smoke on the water.
12:07 AM

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

HERA

(verse)
There’s someone here to cure my heartache
The mess that you have left behind
The drowning pain, the wishful sorrows
How could you control my mind?

Jupiter and Mars disappear
Running out of time my dear
Flaming red and raging so near
You come in clean and make it clear

(transition)
What are these hasty things you say?
Promises that you’ve broken

(chorus)
I can’t find, by my side, you my dear
Across the sky, mighty lights, you I see
And with all honesty I’ll find my maze tonight (inside you)
Hera calms my misery

(verse)
Another day you come in my way
Hush and hide from scrutiny
Terrorize the people I fear
Hold me tight don’t leave me here

Jupiter and Mars disappear
Running out of time my dear
Chamomile Hera sleeps away
Give my heart, so you would stay

(transition)
What are these hasty things you say?
All of these curse you have broken

(chorus)
I can’t find, by my side, you my dear
Across the sky, mighty lights, you I see
And with all honesty I’ll find my maze tonight (inside you)
Hera calms my misery

I can’t find, by my side, you my dear
Across the sky, mighty lights, you I see
And with all honesty I’ll find my maze tonight (inside you)
Hera calms my misery

composed by ashik asat =) really meaningful now if yu ask me =)

smoke on the water.
11:50 PM

Monday, January 05, 2009

listen to class 95 now makes me feel nostalgic and old school.. on the way home in lim's car

I was lost and alone
trying to grow
making my way down that long winding road

And no reason no rhyme
like a song out of time
and there you were standing
in front of my eyes

how could I be such a fool
to let go of love and break all of the rules

girl when you walked out that door
left a hole in my heart
and now I know for sure

you're the air that I breath
girl you're all that I need
and I wanna thank you lady
you're the words that I read
you're the life that I see
and you're love is all that I need

I was searching in vain
playing your game
had no one else but myself left to blame
you came into my world
no diamonds or pearls
could ever replace what your gave to me girl

just like a castle of sand
girl I almost have lost
slipped right out of my hands

and just like a flower needs rain
I will stand by your side
through the joy and the pain

you're the air that I breathe
girl you're all that I need
and I wanna thank you lady

you're the words that I read
you're the life that I see
and you're love is all that I need

you're the air that I breathe
girl you're all that I need
and I wanna thank you lady

you're the words that I read (words that i read)
you're the life that I see (you're the life that I see)
and you're love is all that I need (all that i need)

you're the song that I sing (song that i sing)
girl you’re my everything (you’re my everything)
and I wanna thank you lady

you're love is all that I need girl
you're the air that I breathe
and I wanna thank you lady (I wanna thank you)
your the words that I read girl
you're love is all that I need

and I wanna thank you ( and I wanna thank you lady)
you're all that I need

hahaha every guy in the car instinctly started singing to this song =)

smoke on the water.
9:32 AM

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