Thursday, October 30, 2008
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun. Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu. Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku. Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu. Disaat engkau merindukan diriku. Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu. Yang panjang dalam hidupku
Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku. Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku. Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku. Yang panjang dalam hidupku...
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun. Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu. Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku. Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun. Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku. Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
Ooh...Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun. Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu. Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku. Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
smoke on the water.
11:35 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Pretending that I'm doing well
My need is such; I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no one can tell.
Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
A drift in a world of my own
I play the game; but to my real shame
You've let me to dream all alone.
Too real is this feeling of make believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal.
Oh yes I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not; you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around.
Too real is this feeling of make believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal
Yes I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around
smoke on the water.
11:38 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
its been a while since i last update this blog..been too busy doing everything else.. i should be more focus but it seems no matter how hard i try to focus, nothing seem to be working..its like im a dslr camera with a broken lense and no matter how much the camera operator tries to rotate that telescopic lense, the picture always end up blur.
it can be seen on everyday things..at times i always leave stuff in my locker when i work my way to office or vice versa.. my typos on the keyboard at times are horrendous! and no i dont really get typo =) and im always tired at night, after 8 pm onwards, just tired man.. physically drained and mentally exhausted. i presume its the post raya syndrome where there is just too much of allege celebration.. i hope so..
or is it due to the recent spat of issues with regards to r/s? i think that played a part too..since the issues are much closer to heart & me, maybe that has been taxing on me.. dont get me wrong, things like these are normal and happen to anyone and everyone.. but the combination of work, raya and what not, really takes the cake i guess.. i have yet to fully practice for my jamming session this sat and argh! im really hoping things work out. =)
in the quest to satisfy everybody else, i realize i forgot to look into myself and of course, to fulfill my basic needs of satisfaction.. i dont need much to be satisfied though but its the whole "i cant let others down just cos i want something i want" mentality.. maybe that is why im indecisive in things at times.. i rather run away from that responsibility than rather to face it and take it that, no im sorry i cant fulfill what you require cos i want to do what i want to do.
though that doesnt mean i should be selfish. =)
smoke on the water.
6:32 AM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
the first week of hari raya weekend is here.. today is saturday and im at home..however, unlike last time, im not really doing any house chores and school work.. now, its just school work.. hahaha.. people may argue how sad my life is but hey, whatever you say about it, i still need to get my report and logbook done.. either way.. no escaping it unless you're willing to write in to my supervisor, telling them to excuse me from doing so, then by all means..
its ok, at home, i can do plenty too, play my bass, do my logbook, cook, eat for free, watch tv etc etc =) oh well
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to one and all!!
smoke on the water.
4:25 PM
