Thursday, May 26, 2005
there bound to be time where you have to choose on one thing and decide which choice you want to take.. and with past personal experience i know, i was never good at making decisions sometimes or most of the time.. lol i think of too many outcomes and possibility, it just boogle me down with too much stuff..
im already 20 and yeah i have partake in some "big" decision making events that happend throughout my life but I think that was just the tip of the icebergs.. lol how i wonder how im gonna handle other stuff.. like maybe for example, a relationship...that is something big that i never encounter before personally.. to some ppl its easy, hey lets get together, i call you honey you call me darling and all of that crap =)
but to some, its a whole new level of commitment and chosing the wrong person for it can prove to be a disaster? maybe lol!!! or cant choose who to be the right person.. hahaha i wont want to be in those hot seats.. took me at least 2 hours to decide which pc fan to buy, let alone that!!! hahhaha.. you may end up marrying the person man~!!!!! =P
then, there are future plan decisions like the jobs or course of study you wanna take after graduation and stuff... whatever you choose affects your future 5-10 years down the row, hell could afffect you forever.. this is where decision making gets really complicated..unlike some relationship decision making or what, its more than just relying on gut feeling now...
its more on advices, what you want, what the future brings you, etc etc etc oh well, i guess somehow, just somehow ppl just make their decisions... regrets or no regrets, 1 thing is for sure, nothing ever goes your way.. nothing ever turn out crappy too.. it jsut that, ppl complain too much.. they dont really appreciate the simpler things, that is all =P hehe
smoke on the water.
4:48 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
opened up my pc case today, and boy does it need some form of cleaning.. its like dusty like a spider web!!!!!!! one day, just one day, i will clean it up and install a filter on it :P that way, it wont get that dusty ;) yeah
anyway today is damn hot tonight..cant think with this heat.. cant!!! aargh!!so my blog ends here.. hahahaha
smoke on the water.
12:50 AM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
till now, i have yet to get any job..nadaaa, nothing .. lol maybe its a sign for me not to work..but no work, no money..argh i got like 4 mths to burn man =P sigh patience is a virtue..and patience i shall be...hopefully that right job awaits me somewhere.. cool location, cool job, cool pay, cool working hours.. hahahahahaha
ppl may say, im dreaming, but it doesnt kill to dream man...to dream is to live and thus i shall live this life!! maybe i step on the job huntin gear once i get back from the 2nd fishing trip this coming weekend =) hehehehe
anyone? got any job lobang for me to try or even consider!?!?! wahahaha hopefully tomorrow's papers will have something nice for me to look forward too!!! hahaha HOPES!
smoke on the water.
1:15 AM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
lol 2 nights ago something exciting happend.. my girl friend called me saying her boyfriend thinks im trying to take her away from him..LOL.. he is angry and allegedly wants to find me to beat me up.. HAHAHAHA.. so what's new eh? been in this situation a few times before back in my sec school.. hahaha like the time where this guy didnt like the way i played basket ball or the other time when it was about a crowded bus... sheeesh, i dont even try to get beat up =) though most of my friends find me irritating and that could be it ;)
anyways yeah, she tried to tell the guy that nothing is going on between us *there isnt any!!!* and wants to give him my number so that the bf can call me and talk things through..lol .. but he didnt call, he smsed instead..asking who am i and i intro myself and apologize to him but im not here to steal his gf... and he said that was a very nice comment and that we are all guys.. dont think he dont know?? hahaha d00d you really do dont know anything man...
not all guys are like that.. go for every chicks they see, im definetely not one of them.. and yeah i asked him what makes him come to the conclusion i was trying to take her away.. and well he didnt reply.. hahaha IM A MAN OF PRINCIPLE D00D! i dont simply just take gfs away ok!
ok lah she flirts with me, and i with her.. i cant say we dont have any form of attraction, if we dont, we wont be chatting or talking what =P just doing what normal ppl will do... but i know she is attached and i didnt had the slightest urge to steal her away... do i even look capable of doing so? stealing a gf from another guy? doubt so man, doubt so..unless she broke up with the bf, then its a different story altogether aye.. ;) ahahaha ah well, this add spice to my life.. but i pity my girl friend..she is innocent, im innocent too, just that the guy..ROFL =PpP oh well, its a good experience yay!!
smoke on the water.
2:45 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
hmm i just got a job at Nooch in Paragon recently...hopefully i can start work by next week .. hahaha wait not hopefully, technically i should start it next week =) im neutral about working... if not for my mum cutting allowance by nearly half!! i dont think i find a job =P hehe haiya the mood not really there...
i mean most of my friends will be in camp by june so i wont hardly go out and well i been doing work stuff since the Os.. abit sian dont you think..ppl get burn out =) and i think i just reached mine..but recuperating now..hopefully by the time i started working, i get back my motivation!
its all bout the money man...with money, i can fulfill my pc and bicycle parts..watch all of the nice movies coming out and hmmm just enjoy wat i really deserve..cos we all know no matter how much you deserve it, no money, no go!! as Eugene, Exec manager of Venture said to me... we are not being materialistic, just realistic..
hahaha though i can forgo the BMWs and Mercs.. for now anyway =P marketing isnt just me and yeah i wont stress myself with selling stuff .. besides if i want a car.. i want something more of power and performance =) evo or subby or just a simple sweet pick up truck hahahahaha
smoke on the water.
12:20 AM
