Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Naf, syahmi and I had a heart to heart talk during the Sentosa outing thingy.. hahahaha.. talked about stuff.. and its kinda interesting and man it did set me thinking....
naf asked me, was i bitter about how it didnt turn out to be the way i want it.. well really im not bitter.. just disappointed..to be bitter is soo not me man and yeah i guess its my bad for doing it online.. but hey it was my first time, i have nooooooooo idea what to do or how to react to it.. but alas lesson learn eh.. wanna ask a girl and stuff.. DO IT IN PERSON!! hahaha
then syahmi wants to make a pact with me.. lol kinda interesting pact if you asked me.. let the past be the past.. the dood want me to go for the girl i like.. haha.. ok man, can but let me decide who first ok... and i want to see you go for the one you like.. to the rest reading this.. DONT GET TOO EXCITED.. i know syahmi said we arent getting younger by the day or something like that but relax man.. problem is, everything is uncertain..
and really i just wanna sit back and wait.. things happen every now and then..like fishing you know.. dont mean the line is being tuck, dont mean the fish is nibbling on the bait you're suppose to yank back the line.. its all bout timing and technique =PpP
hahaha..must be more like nafiur.. i cant really describe it.. but just you know? relax??
smoke on the water.
4:05 PM
Long break for me.. Ok lah its not as long as others cos I still got guard duty to do!!! #_%*@#%*@#%*@#%(|( but nvm, at least i managed to go to sentosa with my family and syahmi and naf and then the day after that, hang out with matt and syahmi again..
kinda miss hanging around doing nothing but eat, talk and be merry =) must do this more often.. of course problem is time.. do you have the time? do i have the time.. do the rest have the time? but nvm.. i dont expect much from all of this mini mini gathering.. cos at the end, its who you waste your time with =P but i guess to me ah.. what makes it nice to waste time like this with these ppl..
its because, it makes you feel soo carefree.. and somehow time passes by slower this way.. everything just winds down, get coffee let it be starbucks/coffeebean poser coffee or coffee kopi.. or just tea =) i should do this more often.. but of course must get more ppl ah.. hmmmm maybe next gathering, should have a sheesha session.. hahaha but need someone with a car..or better still 2 person with 2 cars =D hehe
it just makes me more appreciated on how important hanging out with my gang is! hahaha at first, im like, "tough, i think i got the stuff..telling everybody im hard enough" lol but of course over time.. that changed. lol next week karen organising some 4E1 gathering..hopefully all will go smoothly and i can look forward to my weekend!
smoke on the water.
3:50 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Ok 3 days ago, i hit 21 years old.. yes, you heard me right, 21 (twenty one).. not 16, not 18 but 21.. kinda a small number if you compared it to the average life expectancy of a man in singapore being 70? lol but i mean come mon, 21 is like D legal age man... i can watch Rated for Adults movies legally, i have the responsibility to vote! lol i dont even like politics! its like, hitting 21 is a big mile stone for most people, especially for people like me!
im firdaus, people who reads this should know how i am, how i behave and how i think.. hahaha and to be honest..i dont think 21 is the proper age for it!! rofl.. ok lah some people said i grown to be more matured but i dont know man.. i havent really seen it it me yet.. i must do something or at least figure out something to haha set me as a 21 yr old!! any ideas people?? lol but now to think bout it..
its no biggie ah.. 21 yr old only.. some of my friends are much older =) hehehe haha but just imagine this.. im 21 now, i be 22 plus before i ord.. then try for Uni and if enter, i be 25-26 before i finish Uni with a degree.. then work!! that is if everything goes well.. i can get a good job by that age.. but if cock up ah *touch wood*
22 plus ord, then cannot go uni and no money! so work first for min 4 years.. so i be 26 then i try for Uni and that is 3-4 years.. 30 years old then i get degree and get an even better job! 30!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaah! my dad be like 50 plus sial! he be retiring and shit! lol and think about it, within this time frame, technicaly i have to get a gf, minimum and think about getting married?? lol ok lah lets just plan for gf first.. dont wanna heck care about a girl till my parents think im gay or what! or match make me!
and yeah i need to live life too! do things i wanna do! travel, see the world, get license, venture deeper into the realm of overclock, x-country biking, karate, overseas fishing trips, and im considering rock climbing now.. oh yeah a band!! hahaha bassist Rip Dusty or guitarist .. lol most probably bassist but still play the guitar =) but i think the most importantly.. 2 things ah..
my family and friends =) *aaaaaaaaaaaaaaw shugs*
i wanna of course continue supporting my family, basically financially and however i can as a brother =D and that including helping my ever annoying small brother!! hahahaha i may not be a family man of sort but NS makes me show, how attached I am to my family.. so yeah.. I WONT LET YOU GUYS DOWN!!! *sniff sniff*
as for friends.. i been through a lot and of course i didnt reach being 21 alone.. there are friends around me who just the greatest.. i wont say they are willing to die for me and vice versa haha ;P but hey, i am basically what i am cos of you guys! how i talk, how i behave..what that defines me is the input of you people.. ok lah that also including my family.. my parents has influence me alot to be the alleged nice boy you all know =D so yeah anyway, friends.. i will continue to support you guys in whatever way i can.. financially urmmmm haha see how ok..
ok lah, i just saying, you can count on me to help you ok.. dont matter what problems.. i try to help.. i guess this is all for now.. lol cant get too touchy ah. wait you guys think something wrong with me heeh
smoke on the water.
2:29 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
oh my god!! hahaha yeah suprised eh? im still alive and well.. havent got the decent time to even update my bloody blog!! aaaaaaaaah! but now i do have time!!! and yeah! it seems phyllis visited my blog again ;) hehehe poh seng too.. what you guys think? need a change of skin? lol hanna frida said no point of me doing so cos its hardly updated anyway.. hahahaha
kinda true lah but what to do sia.. no time, i cant log onto the net from camp.. how i wish! if some of you dont know.. in a few days time, 2 days time to be exact.. im gonna hit 21!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! im sooo "grown up" haha ya right.. but i guess after reading the chain mail started by chahat and grace.. it kinda set me thinking of how far i been through already.. i mean think about it, im going 21..
-------let say from the start of 13 yrs old-----------
left my Dazhong Primary...entered Bukit Batok Sec where i made lots of really fabulous friends.. the teachers are great too.. mugged all the way till i did my O level!!
-------at age 16-------------------------
left BBSS and entered SAJC for like 3 mths.. even though that 3 mths were short, i managed to make some friends and experienced jc life.. the classes and the girls.. ;) hahaha travelling time was crap though.. then i did the most shocking move! i made my way to Singapore Poly to do a dip in chemical eng.. it practically shocked every jc friends and lecturers i knew.. hahaha but hey i figured i doubt i can cope well in jc.. not my "style" =P and thus came to SP where the Stone Table Kids began slacking =)and of course me keeping long hair..kinda missed it by the way.. hahaha.. man Poly Life has to be the best life for me.. sooooo much freedom and carefreeness and yet you know you have datelines for assignment, reports, projects and tutorials to meet! but it didnt really bother me..
i also came upon a passion which i was kinda good at.. karate..
from a puny white belt noob, i became a brown belt guy who actually won numerous sparring competition!!!! yay! finally some trophies and medals for me to keep.. my karate peeps said my legs are very deadly and my kicks are very good.. lol i guess i kinda like it when ppl praise my kicking.. then the time came and i graduated..on leaving, i had a dream to become a chemical engineer!!!!
----------at 20, NS time---------------------
hahaha and yeah after all of that, a few weeks of break and trying to find a job.. finally got one! at NLB thanks to my good friend Thomas.. hahaha 1 month of being a cyber guide and what do you know..making more friends! but at las, it didnt last.. got enlisted and now here i am!
to cut everything short ah .. just imagine how much things i went through just to reach this point of time of my life, where im sitting on my pc desk blogging about it =) kinda deep dont you think? hehe
smoke on the water.
1:21 PM
