Sunday, June 25, 2006
ok, the weekend went by pretty fast this time.. too fast i should have said.. 9 km ET run followed by 20 km platoon movement and then swimming and 10 km run.. pretty much drained whatever energy i had in me.. so tired and maybe that why the weekend went by fast.. could be due to also the fact that i have 2 assignments to do..
sian.. and im not even done with it.. hahaha im soo in trouble ah. shitty thing is also the fact that, i havent practice my bass! how in the hell am i to be a good bassist if i dont practise!!!!! and im going off to taiwan in less than 3 weeks time.. god 21 days away from singapore and my home.. i kinda miss home already =) at least got long weekends from now till then..
phew i wont go soo much insane.. and to think about it, this past few weeks.. i ran out of mind juice about what to blog about.. my blog is like dying man...its like updated like once a week.. with just like one or two entries.. and the entries are just not what they use to be man.. what's happening to me! lol life of a NS man
ok i cant take it, i need to play my guitar..
smoke on the water.
6:21 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
ah, i feel so much fresher now after a much needed weekend rest.. =) and yeah, managed to catch a movie, silent hill with my good ol buddy matt who i havent seen for a while.. god it felt so good to actually get out and go to places kids my age always go to hang around! though yat and lim was at lido watching the soccer match, chweng went out dating with some hot lady and syahmi was in camp..
not exactly what i call a gathering but hey, beats being alone i guess. well i could have left home earlier and partied even more but lol, fasting ah.. had to break fast at home,, budget =) though i havent been doing alot of catching up with some of the people.. both in person and online.. kinda gloomy cos of that.. =( but what to do, we are like living on the highway and all..
nvm, there are other times, always have, always will.. im patient, i can wait.. =)
smoke on the water.
6:40 PM
ok its like 11/6/2006 now.. so tentaively my commissioning is on the 9/9/2006 and with that, my commissioning ball is on the 16/9/2006.. i have to get a date for that before that.. the whole thing itself aint cheap ah.. $350 bucks for the dinner itself and that price isnt finalized.. not to mention i got to buy a dress for my date .. hahaha im bracing myself to spend like $500 bucks for the whole thing and how i see it, all that money is for my date =)
question is, who is worthy ? haha i dont wanna sound shallow man, but hey its alot of money for a 21 yr old who does not have a normal paid job. and its a once in a life time thing for me i guess.. so i dont think asking the neighbour's daughter out would cut it... chweng was saying, try to go for someone that like urmmm, you trying to go for? hah! easier said
of course i do have some people in mind =P though i havent made any finalise decision.. there isnt actually a need to rush i guess but from the looks of it, i dont think i have much choice of getting my date as someone im trying to go for..unless by some freak of nature or what, things happen here and there and the ball is in my court, the target is on my crosshair and i dont screw it up! then perhaps, wohooo i be damn lucky ah! ah hope, just being hopeful as usual..
yeah, as of now, my mind is processing on who to ask.. and i bet she wont say no hahahaha!! but god, i do hope i do get lucky for some odd reasons.. lucky in what sense and way?? hehehe for me to know, for whoever who is reading this to find out ;) my hope doesnt dangle on a string, it dangles on a chain with 5 tonnes breaking strain but of course that is tied to my ankle =)
haha ok to think about it, i have no hope lah! no way, the ball will be in my court.. its been taken out of played. none the less, a date i still must get.. i hope she intend to wear a nice sexy bare back thingy dress evening gown whatever you call it dress =) gheehhe
smoke on the water.
6:24 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
ah, so tired, so shagged.. no comments.. for now =)
smoke on the water.
12:41 AM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Its been a while since i had less than 4 hours of sleep after training.. LOL ok if its was not been a while if you count in Brunei lah.. In brunei it is like 5 hours and less of sleep for many days except for after each major exercises??
ah im sure to just tong my way through today's ATP.. Aiming for the marksmen and all .. THe badge looks cool and the $200 is really wohoooo! haha we shall see how it goes ah. Moving on, before i slept yesterday night, I got a message from my friend.. I dont get it lah, really.. Well for me anyway ah.. it does not make any logical reasoning sense =) why do girls like always go on saying such things like nice guy, sweet guy, you be such a good bf/hubby etc etc bla bla bla.. then , like, these girls, they be like "ooo bad boy ;) " hahaha somebody please just enlighten me..
if nice guys are soo great, and bad boys are just "bad" then why do always the nice guys gets nowhere.. hahaha.maybe they are just too nice? like wussies and all.. rofl .. well its how i see it anyway.. im not saying, nice guys will get nowhere as oppose to bad boys.. and that all girls like bad boys, but they like to compliment the nice guys.. its just it is HOW I SEE IT, the picture and all.. kinda hypocrital dont you agree?
just imagine, if some girl go on saying " you'er such a nice guy lah.. im soo gonna date you..you free this sat?" HAHAHAH! someone who reads this, please, if that really happend before.. please tell me ok? i still remember back when i was in poly.. there was a period of time i was trto be a bad boy =P rofl well from what i can gather, it didnt work out and ppl just said im just trying too hard to be bad.. hahahaha HAHAHA. god im such a loser!
oh well, i cant be someone who im not.. i like being nice and all ;)
"nice guys finish last
you're running out of gas" --- Greenday
i dont run on gas, i run on, urmmmm whatever i eat ah!
smoke on the water.
1:53 PM
Syahmi been whining about us and girls.. like how we are 21 and 20 years of age and we have no gfs and stuff.. hahahahaha =P relax ah brother.. there is no need to like urmmm "PANIC!!!!!!! AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" rofl this kind of things will eat you up man.. really!
Must be more like me ok, relak jack as some say.. hahaha but not too relax ah, that one is more like lazy already! Anyway yeah, though he did set me thinking again.. LOL and yeah I do have been thinking and thinking.. Commissioning ball is coming up too! coincidence?? haha i need a date man, and someone with a biteline would be perfect ;)
Somehow irony of this ball is that it is set by the army and all.. and army say, you need a date and all.. lol i dont really have much time to think about it due to the army too ok! LOL $350 is alot of money for a dinner and yeah it is a once in a life time event.. soooo yeah, you know what im talking about.. one mustnt anyhow choose.. it has to be worth it?
As for my good ol buddy syahmi.. maybe you can get a date for the BBSS dinner, thogh i doubt he will anyway =P
smoke on the water.
1:39 PM
A new week has started.. My break from Brunei is over and back to training. past few days has been wow for me.. FOund out one of my friend has cancer and all and though everything seems fine but I cant really tell for sure..
Everybody seem to be feeling different, well I cant really say they are sad but they arent exactly happy either.. As for me, my mum said, my friends will need my support now and yeah Im giving them just that. BBSS reunion anniversary dinner is coming up though and that should help ease off whatever tensions there is.. =) I cant wait for it ah, Perhaps even go for the PC show!! whoooo!!!
smoke on the water.
1:34 PM
