Monday, August 30, 2004
Jet, Looked what you've done
Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to prove,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seemed like such fun until you lose what you had won
Ooh oo
Give me back my point of view 'cause I just can't think for you,
I can hardly hear you say, what should I do? Well you choose
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone
Take my photo of the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone
sleep x 3 zzzzZZZZZzzzzZZZzzzzzZZZZZZZ nighty night
smoke on the water.
12:23 AM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
wah pain!!!!! just came back from Karate Pesta Sukan...my chest hurts, my right stomach hurts, my left ankle is bloody swollen and my right shin is bloodied...wahahaha lucky managed to win 2 silver medals ah...if not NOT WORTH IT MAN...argh need to take aspirins again...dont think i can sleep without it...the pain is pulsating through my legs... =( hahaha
its been awhile since i blogged...i been really tired lately, i mean really tired...i feel i need to sleep like there is no tomorrow....cos really! im that shagged...wonder how is the others feeling? like me? worst? better? lol i asked chahat and she said Uni life sucks hahaha lol... i need to start planning for my Uni plans...whether to go or not? where to go? how to pay? etc etc , lol suddenly i feel soo old and responsible..haha
wahahaha im still in pain! even with ice on the injuries...
smoke on the water.
8:56 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
I Want Love
by Elton John
I want love, but it's impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated
I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't bring me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love
I want love on my own terms
After everything I've ever learned
Me, I carry too much baggage
Oh man I've seen so much traffic
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't bring me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love
So bring it on, I've been bruised
Don't give me love that's clean and smooth
I'm ready for the rougher stuff
No sweet romance, I've had enough
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't bring me down
Won't break me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't bring me down
Won't break me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love
smoke on the water.
1:58 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
alaaaaaaaamaak!! grace power ah...for once i admit defeat but still, im not waving the white flag just as yet!!! what im trying to say is that, when it comes to girls...i just sucks lah!! its like as i said to phyllis earlier..and i also realised this...all the girls are like right? it would take a miracle for anything to happen between me and them ok? they are attached and stuff..anyway~~
with regards to my previous post about me still thinking about this girl...HELLO!!! you people got the wrong idea, why am i not suprise heh? ok lets get this straight ppl...im a guy, i have feelings, emotional thoughts and stuff..yes suprise suprise..im just like anyone of you!! okok moving on..this means i have the right to have such feelings ok.but it doesnt mean im a bloody lover looser guy =) im different now...im OPEN, STRAIGHT FORWARD..ok not that open ah but anyways how i handle things is simple..i dont really hide stuff.. and that is why the blog exist in the first place right??? secondly alot of you friends should know, im the person who is a really heavy paranoid thinker sort
i will think and think and think and think...and at times i cant sleep because of this...its like haunting me from the inside, only way for me to to be peace is to pen it down somewhere ok..that way i can sleep with a supposed clear conscience..so that why i wrote that "emotional" piece here..however it dont mean that im a creep or a loser or a despo or whatever you people are thinking...im fine serious..that girl that i liked no need to panick or what so ever...its completely a normal firdaus behaviour on my part ok? im not gonna plan an elaborate scheme to get you and elope you to thailand...no mam,
if you people still think other wise? pls feel free to argue with me on msn =)
smoke on the water.
10:01 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
firdaus said that he cannot find this so ... a reproduction.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
man, its hot now, damn darn hot!!! from the feel of it, around 30C man!!!! and my fan is at 2nd speed already *it has a max of 3rd speed* yeah, oh ya i forgot to mention my ceiling fan is also on at low speed...any faster than that, it gets noisy!!! hehehe...make matter worst im like hungry and yet have no appetite to eat stuff man,..uff forcing myself to eat some slices of gardenia bread..its amazing what 1 person can and will do to achieve something he/she desired so badly...i need to eat..hahaha so i force myself to eat :P maybe some milo should do it...wait, maybe not, dont want to puke later =) must be the bodily stress my body face like not enough restful sleep, not enough sleep but restful sleep...meaning sleep where when you wake up you feel refresh and not feel like shit! and the hot weather of Jurong Island...but basically i can cope lah cos i been through much worst stuff than this man!oh ya back to my fans...i found out why its still hot..simple physics..lowest temp i can go is the temp of the air im blowing/fanning at myself..hehehe..i hate aircon, dries my lips and make my palm sweat more than amazon raining itself! hmm what else can i write for now? honestly i dont know..oh ya, watched OC for the first time...there was this part where this guy likes this girl *summer* but she doesnt...the guy ask this girl *anna* for help but anna is actually helping him cos she likes him..this is because he dont see her *anna* as boobs, butt, body etc but as a person, friend and stuff ah.. and the last part she kissed him...and he thought it was part of the plan to get summer...man im hooked to this show now!! hehehe i mean, i admit, im a sucker for this kind of stuff cos this guy somehow i can relate myself to him..IMHO, of course the only difference is that, im not really chasing any girls and i dont think any girls are secretly in love with me...but you can learn alot of stuff from this..ALOT! so syahmi, learn my friend, learn!!!
Posted by:
firdaus / 9:19 AM
no need to thank me firdaus! lol
smoke on the water.
4:01 PM
hmm grace and syahmi said i mentioned somethng about im like seth in a way in OC in my blog...I CANT FIND IT!!! and i cant remember nor recall of such thing...you people anyhow anyhow say ah!! well anyway im currently fixing my pc again for like the 4th time!!! it better work properly now ah...+)#*%+)*#+)^*# its pissing me off man..really, but it should be ok now with norton internet security up and running..wohoo tomorrow just get from chweng the crack and solve my WIn xp activatiton problem..and install ms office.. sighed, ddamn sleepy now but cant sleep yet till i install the drivers!!!
muahahahahaha this is sad life man, sad i tell you...luckily when to Sim Lim Square today...i felt better...its peaceful there, nothing like heaven but its good enough for now...and yeah i already spend 4 hours straight doing stuff on my pc, i guess i better sleep if not im gonna miss GUndam Seed later ahahaha...night man
smoke on the water.
2:10 AM
Friday, August 06, 2004
lol i'm currently in t 414 and blogging on your blog ... dnag could just shout across the room to go ... FIRDAUS YOU JUST BLOGGED ISIT ? then ALL your friends will know you got a blog .. LOL LOL LOL
gRace
smoke on the water.
1:40 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
lol im currently and technically in school in T413...doing simulations on Design 2 software...it generally sucks because i dont have the proper paper to help me in doing the simulation...im suppose to do heat exchanger sizing and i cant really remember how to do it in the first place....its been nearly 1 year since i did it man..
hahahaha..now my friend asking me to go to class so as to get some paper which i badly needed...he wanted to leave the bag here but what if someone steal it? rightttt nobody would want to steal his bag..hahaha maybe my bag ah..anyway its pretty weird to do my blog here in school cos ppl can see...and yet the irony is simple, its an online blog which means, other ppl gonna see and read it..sooner or later..lol i am weird eh? haiya its just like that lah...
but damn it man, i need to get the heat exchanger sized up really soon!!! and i need that paper!! hmmm that xing cai aka ah beng better reached school faster =P he has the stuff, i should have kept it when i had the chance..opps i forgot i must paragraph my blog..wait phyllis complaint..hehehehe ;) brb.......ok done i broken it up into 3 parts.. i guess better get back to work..later
smoke on the water.
1:57 PM
