Tuesday, October 24, 2006
went out for visiting today.. wore my bought baju kurung pesat aka hip hop baju kurung cos it looks baggy and stuff.. with a samping that matches the colour of my baju.. my mum said, guys like me looks nice in pesat.. lol hopefully she is right =) lol didnt know how to tie the kain samping.. but now i do ;) complete with my 1.5 inch chapal, i look like some kampong mat going for hari raya! yay!
suddenly i like kids and find them extremely adorable and cute.. wtf! i mean not like i hate kids, but last time, when i see kids *my small cousins/nephews* im like ok.. big deal? but now, its like, "oh man, he/she sooooo cute!" and you start to do the " boogey woogey baby thingy" you always do to small kids to make them laugh and come to you and stuff..
i didnt exactly do that ah, but was tempted to like try it.
i got to admit.. girls during hari raya, are either pretty, cute, sexy, beautiful, gorgeous or sweet looking.. thanks to the kebayas and baju kurungs.. ok lah perhaps its just me and my soft spot for girls in those.. =P why? i dont know why man. goes to show im not as shallow as some people (myself included) think. i mean, they are not in bikinis, or a revealing halter top or what.. just a simple dress which just compliments their beauty..
unless someone think otherwise and having that thought, is just as shallow, then it be different. cos one may argue that under islamic law, this dress do not exactly pass regulations =P but who am i to argue that?
smoke on the water.
10:49 PM
hari raya is here! SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
smoke on the water.
12:05 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
wooo! today i took leave till friday.. saturday will be my first SDO duty and its a deepavali.. haha a saturday and a holiday at the same time.. good thing is, things would be pretty much quiet.. bad thing is, everybody else is out partying and im stuck in camp. oh well.. nvm, i rather do it now then when my friends have plan for some jalan raya outing and then kena duty.. that be the shittest!
bought a batman shirt and a batman belt yesterday! woooo hahaha was at bugis DC heroes shop and yeah, they were having some sales.. ok lah the belt is abit big and shiny.. its like a huge bling bling.. and that other belt i saw is also cooler, less shine, smaller and more discreet but still haha.. too late for that cos i made the purchase already.. cant wait to try them out man. wooo! haha if chahat knows about this, she would most probably tell me to grow up and i wont get any girls like this!
rofl =P sorry lah ok.. i love batman too much! besides nothing wrong with getting batman stuff anyway, not like its exactly a turn off for girls *hopefully not* =D but oh well, cant change what i like and dont like.. well can ah but its hard.. especially the "what i like" part. i have learnt im a creature that once i made up my mind, its hard to change that. hard i tell you..
what others do doesnt really bother or affect me that much.. like if i dont wanna go for something, then i wont go ah..ppl can say alot of stuff, make comments, do this and all, but hahaha i still wont go.. and yeah, i dont exactly have any regret for it, or sadness or disappointment.
i think it takes some great mental toughness for someone to actually do something when he/she can be doing something else that is far more fun and enjoyable with the kind of people he/she wants to be with.. like instead of going to the beach with your hommies to chill till late.. you went to the gym instead and had dinner at home with your family and watch rerun shows on the tellie.. i mean you must have some form of thinking that "oh man, the guys must be having a great time there while im here sweating pumping iron"
speaking of which.. i think i go do just that =)
smoke on the water.
4:05 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
life can get mess up.. it can get messy.. it will get messy.. its how much you clean it up though i guess.. no matter how good you housekeep a room, sooner or later, you get caught up with soo much stuff, it just get messy. ok maybe it isnt such a really good analogy cos i mean, for life to be mess up, it has to be serious stuff..
but you know, it hit me ah, like a punch to my face. maybe life do follow certain pattern or equation that only implies to a certain individual. like me for example, my life follow a certain pattern.. haha maybe im just paranoid? maybe life teasing me to work harder?? work harder? and get short change as usual?? i dont know.. one girl tried to chat me up recently.. im like wow, not bad ah, so far so good.. i mean could just be coincidence but maybe it wasnt.. wahaha who cares? she has a bf. rofl..
isnt the first time some girl with a bf tried to chat me up ;)
another girl i knew, was single and yeah, i felt a slight attraction.. its not like its wrong to be attracted to girls who are single since the fact most of the ones i knew *like the one mentioned above* have bfs :D anyway yeah, it has been well known fact of me that once this happen *the thing in italics* suddenly she will get into a relationship with some guy..
im dead serious man.. its like i have this aura, power or what. not that im like COMPLAINING or anything lah.. im just bringing it out cos this are the pattern that i see in me. paranoid me? lol i dont wanna sound like some loser who whine about cant get girls for nuts cos personally, this whole thing dont really bother me till someone mention it to me and had the nice job of rubbing in the fact onto me ah..
i hate that when they do that! some of my friends do that ;P "dood we are 21, fu*king fit, damn nice guys and all and where are we?" you know those sort of conversation can bring even me, the HAPPY-GO-LUCKY-GUY down man. lol fyi, yessah im 21, im #_*@# fit, and ya lah ok lah, nice guy. where am i now? lol somewhere..
smoke on the water.
12:41 AM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
life can be stranger than it seems in reality and in honesty.. i like that, well its giving me buttefly in my stomach now though.. well it could just be the chocolate i ate just now.. hahahaha its amazing.. i wont say what is cos its private but yeah its very interesting =)
the list just add on? lol its official lah, 100% we are not who we are, no matter what you brain, heart, body and soul tells you otherwise.. just please trust me man ;) many times, it made sense, many times, the eqn made sense. why? i dont know why? ppl change? times are different? modern culture and society?
it can be sad sometimes im not exactly 100% part of it cos some of the stuff, i really never do before ah. maybe in the future? i never know ah ;) hahahaha someday i might ;P life may just get even more interesting for me aye?
smoke on the water.
1:03 AM
