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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

By the time I blog this, most of my fishes are dead. There are those few that are still gaping for life, life being stolen minute by minute and I am powerless to do anything.. there is a saying, sometimes the right thing isnt always the best thing.. well i wanna add another saying to that list and that is, sometimes helping wont always end up as helping.. why?

cos i suspect the fish medicine i bought is killing all of them..well it could be, it may not be..

why it could be?
cos after i put the medicine into the tank, about half a bottle into the tank, some of the fishes started having spasm and died.. just like that DIED! and Im like WTF WTF WTF!! the medicine has like some bubbly thing, like bubble water to blow bubbles for kids.. expired?? too much??

why it may not be?
cos i checked the internet and the shop owner, and confirmed, the fish has Ich disease, a form of parasite problem that well makes the fish rubs itself against corals to scratch and rapid gill breathing.. i may had put too much at once but i only used 11 caps for 550 Litres of water. I calculated my tanks holds like at least 1000 Litres of water. 5 ft by 3 by 3 leds to 45 ft^3 and that is 1274 Litres,

ok i realized i didnt take into account the dead corals taking up volume.. but argh! i dont know ah.

smoke on the water.
~~4:51 PM~~

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Top 10 most shittest rejection line ever gave by women to men =P

No 10. I think you as a brother. (Brother schamather, I already got sisters who are always hard to take care off. I dont need another one, nor do my parents =). Besides last time i check sisters dont really like their bullying brother.)

No 9. There's a slight difference in our age. (Argh let me guess, maturity? Why everyone judges maturity by the fooken age! Ok so the guy is immature, then be more matured and accept the fact rather than blaming his age.Parents dont simply blame their immature kids just because they are immature or young or what!)

No 8. Im not attracted to you in "that" way. (I know the guy is ugly! just say it! you're ugly! No need to twist and turn the facts.)

No 7. My life is too complicated right now. (Ah so im not the only guy going after you. THere is like 1001 more guys out there msging you, calling you and trying to see you. Just my luck)

No 6. I've got a boyfriend. (Of course a boy who is a friend cos if you did really had one, i would have known waaaaaaaaay before i started dating you. Yes Im dumb, sorry)

No 5. I don't date men where I work/study. (Geez, if you dont want others to see us together, just say so.)

No 4. It'ss not you, it's me. (WTF you trying to say! If its not me and its you, I be the one rejecting you!!)

No 3. Im concentrating on my career. (Of course, how can I forget about your job. Its saving the world day in day out. You are soo tied up with that superhero thing, you have no time for any other thing.)

No 2. I'm celibate. (Yeah go ahead, be a nun or something.)

No 1. Let's just stay as friends. (Ah yes, im nice, im sweet but Im not gooood enough. But since im your friend now, you gonna share with me your personal details with your other boyfriends who allegedly are better than me even though you will tell me, they are jerks and bastards. Its like saying, Your resume is good, very qualified, but we wont hire you. Why? Dont know, but what we will do is hire other ppl who is less qualified than you, and when that happen we will keep you inform of their progress doing YOUR JOB.)

ps. i got this from a webby. lol some are true to me, some i never encounter before.. either way, i added my reaction to it =) please dont flame me ladies just my honest opinion.

smoke on the water.
~~6:16 PM~~

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Dave Matthews Band "no relation to Matthew Low the Stoner"
dedicated to that someone =)

Crash Into Me

You've got your ball
you've got your chain
Tied to me tight tie me up again
Who's got their claws
in you my friend
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost for you
You come crash into me
And i come into you,
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

Touch your lips just so i know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare-boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
to forgive me
In my haste
When I'm holding you so girl...
close to me
Oh and you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you

Hike up your skirt a little more
and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boys dream...In a boys dream

Oh I watch you there
Through the window
And i stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
Tied up and twisted,
the way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash into me,
crash into me, crash into me, crash into me, crash into me

I'm the king of the castle
You're the dirty rascal
Crash into me
Oh see you crash into me baby
Cause I am swimming in your seas
And in your ocean
And I feel your waves come and crash into me
Oh yes I see the waves come and crash into me
Oh yes I feel the waves come and crash into me

I will be your dixie chicken
If you'll be my Tennessee lamb
We can walk together
Down in Dixieland
Crash into me
Crash into me
hey hey yeah
Crash into me
Crash into me
oh, and you come crash into me.

smoke on the water.
~~11:59 PM~~

Sunday, August 21, 2005

lol my fantasy watercooling rig if i have the money!!! for my amd barton rig =)

CPU waterblock: PolarFlo TT 1/2" Acrylic

GPU waterblock: PolarFlo TT Series 1/2" Universal VGA Acrylic

Chipset waterblock: Dangerden Maze 4 1/2" Chipset Block

Radiator: Thermochill HE120.3

Fans: 3 x Panaflo 120x38 mm Ultra High Speed Fan

Pump: Swiftech MCP 655 12V 1/2" Water Pump

Reservoir: Thermaltake 207 Water Level Indicator 1/2"

Tubes: PrimoFlex 1/2" ID PVC UV GreenTubing

smoke on the water.
~~5:12 PM~~

Thursday, August 18, 2005

there are times when you will reach a point where there the line between being insane and being sane is just blurrrredd.. like now.. its like WTFWTF! i guess work is ending, NS is coming.. yay
=( rofl, im like a candle burning till its last wick and wax.. trying to luminate a dark room only to luminate only myself.. why im feeling like this?

hmmm im not sure myself.. must be the hormones hahahaha.. oh well, its 2 am already, talking to rada after sooooo long not talking to her.. kinda miss chatting with her =) cos used to talk to her nearly every night.. lol THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT! =) just 2 person, talking to each other.. what are we talking about?? hehehe up to you to find out ;) the night is cold too! sweet! can sleep with my blanket! finally ah! its been too long since I did that, singapore weather has been pretty much hot and humid!!!!! the more the reason i should watercool my pc =)

ahhhhhhhhhhh anyone reading this, i be more than willing if you good samaritans donate money to me so that i can watercool my pc! god i be sooo the GOODEST BOY EVER just to repay your kindness! im targetting about 300 SGD =D hehehe the rest i top up ah!! sial lah i be happy!!! i get a nice kit ;) hmm but what? nvm i shall update and have a list of my fantasy watercooling kit soon!!!

editted cos at 2am my english grammar was deteorating =P

smoke on the water.
~~5:11 PM~~

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Borereerererered

What can I say, im just utterly bored.. so here I will rant about hmm stuff! shampooed today! argh now my hair feels non oily.. lol its like dry!! i dont like! it get frizzles! what to do =) i didnt like it too oily too, and thus instead of waiting till the end of the day to shampoo it, i just shampoo it in the morning.. but soon, in a few weeks, i will have no hair to shampoo =P yay! i guess my hair has reach acceptable length for me to be satisfied..

ok lah i still cant lick my fringe but not bad ah, just give my hair like 2 mths to grow and it grown back to be soooo long! its like i didnt cut my hair at all.. but now working so the hair must still be neat =) hahahahaha that means waiting for my hair to be mostly dry before going out... maybe i should get that pantene leave on hair moisturizer and conditioner.. try try you know.. but sylvia said it doesnt really give you the wet look which i want!

and i still have some scalp irritation! argh!!!! nvm! wait go NS, cut bald, will start all over again =) hehehe will use lotion or what ah! i think its cos of the shampoo.. my scalp like sensitive.. perhaps i dont know, maybe i should go yun nam hair care HAHAHAHAHAHA.. but imagine the looks on the person when someone like me with thick long hair, go there ROFL!!

ok i think its time to move on and just wait till my time to go to work, or go to work earlier.. hmmm i can snoop around the central lending lib but nothing much there.. sigh let me think about it.

smoke on the water.
~~5:18 AM~~

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Cant touch you

She runs in my head
Never ending route of circles
Tiny top, tight pants
It just seem so indescribable
The sexy lines, the tight curves
That alluring space between

Youre next to me
But I cant touch you
You run away
I cant lose you anymore

Sweet smell of her perfume
Makes me weak to the bones
Skin so soft, so nice and smooth
She bathes in milk and honey
Lips so tender, full and pink
Close my eyes and pretend to kiss

Youre next to me
But I cant touch you
You run away
I cant lose you anymore

Some say she likes the attention
Like a star singing on broadway
Im sitting there, watching her
Just another face in the crowd
I cant touch her

penned by yours trully , Firdaus man!! =)

smoke on the water.
~~3:44 PM~~

Sunday, August 07, 2005

my brother got hospitalized today..allegedly my parents said, he was riding his bicycle over a hump and fell down and landed left elbow first... of course it got dislocated but nothing broken or fractured =) lol and my dad was like telling me, " bukan nak tengok adik die" hahahaha gonna go SLS tomorrow... cant blame me, he most probably be coming home tomorrow anyway =P

anyways he should be doing alright ah.. i mean he been in this kind of situations before.. stiches lah etc etc soooo yeah.. lol funny thing is, unlike my brother, 20 years of my life, i only been in these kind of situation once.. and that was when i was a scrawny 8 year old =P fractured my right hand.. lol now *not as in now* but i get whacked during karate sparring matches and when i fall down from bicycle accidents.. haha oh well , that is life

moving on, past few days at work has been really shagged for me man.. argh! just soo tired from standing up for hours to come.. walk around and ask ppl " may i help you? " lol there is the new librarian girl though ;) felicia said she has a crush on me cos whenever i try to make eye contact, she looked away! hahaha now not anymore ah maybe cos i said good bye to her on the train a few days ago.. oh well =P

and yeah i levelled up! fixed a jammed photocopier machine, reboot 2 Opac pcs manually =P hahahahahaha god im such a geek ^_^

smoke on the water.
~~3:13 PM~~

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

its been like 2 weeks since i started my work at the new national library in Bugis.. got posted at Lee Kong Chian Reference section level 9 and as the name implies.. REFERENCE AH.. meaning cannot borrow ok.. no mattter what you do, you cant borrow.. so please stop looking for the self-check machine =P lol no offence lah but some people can actually missed signs saying its reference =)

anyway, standing up and walking around the library for 5 hours is no joke..for someone like me, it kills the legs, the knees and myself.. yeah for someone as physical as me, doing nothing at times can really eat me from the inside!! argh! and now i have to go gym, jogging and even cycling in the morning!! im like WTF WTF WTF!! i wake up like at 10 am!!

and yeah tomorrow jogging! must die die jog! cannot lose my stamina and right knee capability!! some people may say , why suffer early, go NS then suffer.. i say suffer now so later you wont suffer as much =) lol but as much as i say, i shall try get as much sleep as i can now hehehehe

oh yeah, rada said she read my blog and i talked about her aka bitched about her behind her back!! hahahaha i dont do that =P i just mention you here and there abit lah ;) nothing wrong right.. anyway let me try add a grad pic to my blog so that it be the FIRST PIC I EVER UPLOAD ONTO MY BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!

smoke on the water.
~~3:27 PM~~