Friday, February 29, 2008
so, im in school on a friday night, studying for my incoming quiz next week.. electronics and magnetic property of material and polymers and composites..life cant get as depressing as this sometime.. ok maybe it can be worst, if i was stuck in camp doing AIs or paperwork and trudging back home would mean tomorrow afternoon and it be a 2 hr journey.. hahaha
yeah, actually i already feel like stop doing whatever im doing and just go off.. but to where? that is the question.. i feel like chilling to a cup of coffee/tea but yeah, its hard to do it when the only person you have right now is yourself..none the less, life goes on for you and me... it be easier for me if currently i have reports/projects/assignment to type out.. then i can be a poser..
go coffee bean, buy a cup and sip latte while i type stuff and make it look cool.. hahaha ok i watched tooo many movies man... or i can just go home, eat whatever there is, and strategize on CNC3.. its been more than 2 weeks since i played it..
or or, i can just, i have no idea what to do now... BORED. how i wish my bass is with me now with the amps and all.. then i can plug her in and play man.. no one is in my lab anyway, so yeah, what do i care? =)
smoke on the water.
7:19 PM
this is the exact conversation i copy and paste =)
abang rambo is of course, yours truly, me hahaha
"fadhil says:
whose rambo and johnny...seems like a nice chap
Ghanim/Zeph- Read: Arrow-Odd .. 181004 says:
firdaus is my 'superior' in the army, we call him abang rambo
Ghanim/Zeph- Read: Arrow-Odd .. 181004 says:
gung ho and crazy nut"hahaha that really made me smile =)
smoke on the water.
12:15 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
in life, there are winners and there are losers.. or is there really? or is it just a gimmick for people to tell themselves and others that, its ok, dont cry there are other day to get what you want.. cos think about it..
in life, there are always going to be people better than you, always achieving more than you, in 1 way or the other.. and yeah, this means you are going to lose.. but then again, you win something too..win something in a sense you had some take away from the whole event..
you lose a soccer match 2-1.. yes you lose. but you gain more experience and you realize that more work needs done along the centre and your flanks must be able to run faster.. so yeah from there, your take away of those lessons learnt and improve on it.. then of course if your team won 2-1, you tend to be more complacent or just choose to ignore things and take it that there isnt much to improve in the team and you dont exactly learn anything crucial..
and that is when you get beaten by a better team and you asked yourself, what happened? im not exactly sure but i think in general, everybody lose all the time.. why did he choose to take train instead of the bus? so that he would unkowingly able to avoid an accident that came upon the bus but if he had taken the bus instead, that accident would introduce him to this stranger girl whom he would fall in love with..or she was suppose to submit her report today but decided to submit it the day after cos dateline was the day after and she will have time to edit it and make it better.. but end up, her data got corrupted and has to redo all over again..
but you see, in all these situations and scenarios, you are able to learnt something from it and have what i call a take away..of course, lesson learnt are definitive by nature and some ppl see it from a different angle, but at least, its something to take away. something to bring back and remember and use that knowledge for future use.. like, backing up your report etc.. my pt is, no matter what you do, you still end up losing something but overall, if you're able to see the bigger picture, you won something and that's what important.
smoke on the water.
1:16 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
suddenly when everybody wants a piece of you, you just crumble and fall..a single man cant bear the weight of everyone on his/her shoulders.. and thus, you cant exactly make everybody happy.. you can only do so much for them and in the end, its all up to them anyway..
you spend so much time on others, you tend to neglect yourself.. sometimes its not that you forget about yourself, but you just cant really find that time for yourself.. time for yourself in a sense, an opportunity to actually decide and do something on your behalf and no one else..
it need not be quiet time or what , but its something you will decide purely by yourself... why go to boat quay tomorrow cos you wanted too and chill.. not because your friends want to be there or cos 3 different people tries to meet up with you for dinner tomorrow and you decide to go for all 3..
tired man. sleep is the way to go. let these people wait, and rest yourself for you need the energy for tomorrow while today is still today..
smoke on the water.
1:06 AM
Monday, February 11, 2008
yay! im awake and gonna be on time for monday's tutorial class! the trick is not to do anything physically and mentally exhausting the day before..ok, maybe a 7 km run is abit exhausting but i slept earlier at 1 am.. ok maybe it wasnt too early.. ok fine, i guess the trick was to put my phone on my desk, instead of on the bed =P
if its by my pillow when i sleep, tendency of me sub consciously reaching for it and turning the alarm off is higher..when its on my desk, i have to wake up, rise up, walk to the desk, reach for it and turn it off.. that wont be sub consciously =)
anyway i spilled like 5 spoonfuls of sugar just while trying to make tea half awake.. mum is gonna come after me man.. ahhh! nvm i swept the floor already but to be thorough, ask my sis to mop it later once she is awake.. hehehe. ok gtg.. cant type when im half asleep..
smoke on the water.
8:00 AM
thou, or is it thy? me is thy i think.. hmmm
ok whatever.. thou/thy shou not be late for class tomorrow!!!!
smoke on the water.
12:52 AM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Never before I ponder
I can't never understand
The anxiety of the soul on my chest
I fall in love and I missed without any proof
How will it be in the future?
Will I be able to taste the love?
Please do not be sad
Get rid of the clouds in those eyes
The scorching sun doesn’t bother me
I will not move
For 1000 years I will be there, loyal
And forget about troubles of the past
Make a new beginning right here and now
smoke on the water.
11:29 PM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
its funny..those who can sleep choose not to sleep less they are tired or in need of it.. those who cant sleep just want to sleep even if they know they cant afford to sleep.. when you are able to sleep earlier & longer, you chose not too, and when you are needed to sleep later & shorter, you tend not to want it.. sleep is what we defined as a state of bodily rest where the entire body just switched to sleep mode * no pun intended* hahahaha and just rejuvenate itself in whatever ways it can and should..
one can say i its essential for the well being and the survival of one's individual..(once i got sleep deprived and it was soo physically exhausting, i saw white elephants in front of me) clear sign of hallucinations are i think generally a sure way to say you need more rest and sleep.. =P
though there are the other case where people overall, just have too much sleep.. too little and you feel lethargic & too much of it, well you still feel lethargic.. headache, drowsiness, heaviness.. why? i dont know, im not brain doctor.. but i do know the worst feeling to get if you over sleep is the sense of guilt and crappiness that you just wasted precious time sleeping..
hahaha that feeling eats you, like like a lighted cigarette man.. i never like wasting time sleeping.. unless of course, i have time to waste.. but usually, its never the case sadly.. hahaha.. everday i sleep for a maximum time of 6 hrs, even on weekend.. i wanna sleep abit more =) at least to get rid of the freaking eyebags and shadow on my face.. =)
a sure sign that i need it?? i overslept again just now.. so yeah. WAKE UP WAKE UP HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
smoke on the water.
1:14 AM
