Sunday, January 06, 2008
once again school reopens from a nice 1 mth long vacation...it proved to be much of a reprieve for me from all the work and what nots i've been doing since the day i enlisted into the service... yeah, its like those much anticipated desert rain you have every 10 years :P ok maybe it wasnt that bad but yeah, you get the idea..
now, i have to start all over again the sleepless night cycle.. where my life seems to revolve around school work and rest and whatever time there is left to whatever i want/ need to do.. oh well, life goes on, i must go on still.. =P but i hope im in the correct & best state of mind to go on with what i must do..
past few days, i just feel mess up with how things are going or not going..its nothing specific i guess but the whole idea hitting 23 in 7 days time and yet you feel more needs to be done and yet so little time.. or the feeling of not having a single bite on your hook can really mess you up...but that's figuratively speaking..
i guess i did too much of people studying in the train and such.. where i realize people are either couples, busy smsing/talking to someone on the phone or just simply enjoying the presence of their companies by their side.. while there i was soo engrossed in studying others and it goes to show how lonely it can be on the train.. hahaha
anyway i feel refreshed now to somewhat agitated.. not doing anything or just bumming around for nearly a mth, can really drive me crazy but it wasnt that bad but still, i could sense the restlessness creeping into my soul.. like weed on concrete pavement.. but that be over tomorrow and give myself 3 weeks average before i start hoping for the holiday to come once again and do nothing but slack =)
humans.. never ever satisfied..
smoke on the water.
11:59 PM
