Tuesday, October 09, 2007
as of right now, im still in school doing what i do best, pose with my laptop typing furiously as if im doing some very important thesis that will affect my doctorate, but in fact im just doing my blog! hahahaha =) oh well, the sun is very low now, 6.30 sun is shining on my face and its beautiful but its abit bright from my side.. but its not hot, so its ok =)
anyway its been a while since i blog about the things on my mind.. been really busy with stuff.. just yesterday, i had a lecture on time management by Dr Ko Soon Meng. he is a psychologist by the way and he treats people with all sorts of issues. its stated that time by itself cant be define.. we measure it and record it but we cant really explain it. it is also stated that we generally do certain basic things with our time..
in most priority to less priorize arrangement:
1) work/ study
2) community
3) family, friends, socialising
4) healthy, fitness
5) oneself
its usually in that order but it need not always be like that all the time.. well Dr Ko said it shouldnt be like that all the time.. one can give give and give only so much but in the end , he/she must also get get and get.. its only right to be selfish sometime..how i see it, if you cant get anything, how can you even give out anything.. no input equates to no output.. well unless you're like ghandi or buddha, then that's different already =P
so yeah from time to time, the order of arrangement must change man. and that's the hard part.. im personally finding it hard to actually juggle it. school has been tough and fasting mth isnt really helping.. my brain cant reall work without sugar and caffeine but i can manage. then after 2 years of self sacrificing in the army, i tell myself i need to do stuff for myself now.. i mean, isnt it only fair? well that has been hard...there is a need to strum my guitar, to play, to lift, to ride, to slack, to watch shows, to chat, to relax, to sleep and there is only so much i can do..
well there is only so much anyone can do i guess.. not to mention this is just with regards to myself, there is still my families and friends.. that's alot of socialising involve =). however so far, i can manage.. there is nothing yet to push me to the point of insanity.. and im already quite eccentric to begin with, hahhaha so yeah, i guess im good to go hooohaaa!
smoke on the water.
6:28 PM
