Friday, September 14, 2007
its funny.. about a year and a half back during the army days, i told myself that once everything is over, im gonna take some priority in actually getting some deserving sleep just so with the hope that i can actually "pay back" for all those sleepless night that i got from training and such.. of course in scientific terms, doing that for sleep won't work but it would at least gave me some peace of mind..
back then, sleep deprivation began to take on a new meaning and began to become the norm.. then of course about half a year after that, once i officially got released as a commander, i thought again, i can actually now don't really need to be training myself sooooo much more that it affects my sleep but just do what im needed to do.. however of course, being commanders you always end up with more work that even if you want to train yourself, you end up being too tired to do so.
then a year after that, i told myself finally school is gonna start again and being civilian once more, i can finally have some human decency to have proper sleep. hah! i think i sleep lesser now than during my army days on average? when i was a trainee, i was regulated to have 7 hrs of sleep everyday except on training days that doesnt allow me so.. when i was a commander, i was regulated to less than that.. give and take 6-7 hours but on more free moments, i would try to get some winks here and there .
but now, during the night i sleep about 4-5 hours a day, go to school, spend the entire day there and come home late.. lol.. the moment i try to nap at home, it will eat away precious study time i so badly needed. =) i think in the household, i've been the most workcoholic.. my mum wakes up early to do chores but she always sleeps early around 10 plus.. my dad comes home late from work everyday and sleep quite late, but at times, i sleep even later than him and wake up earlier than him less on weekends =P.. my bro and sis sleeps the earliest and wake up early too but not as early as mum. as for me, half of the time i sleep the latest than anyone else, and about 1/5 of the time i wake up the latest which just suck really at time.. but oh well, WHEN THERE IS A WILL, THERE IS A WAY.
maybe the reason why im always this eccentric or crazy is cos of lack of sleep? hahaha
smoke on the water.
5:13 AM