Thursday, July 12, 2007
some people have been asking me why im at home and so i said im on leave. some people asked me then again till when and i said its for 3 days and some people said again "wah"
=P i realize something and i will say this. the last time i took a leave or an off was nearly 7 months ago!! before i went roving and i was on cruise control from then till last tues when i took my leave. i didnt stop for any petrol break in a sense. well if you considered the weekends, well its not exactly a 24 hours shift thing, so by right, im suppose to have my minimum sat night and sundays.
but then again, for this 7 mths, i already got confined four times, hahaha =P unfortunately i didnt really realize how important is to take a small break in between this 7 mths so that at least i can feel fresher and perhaps even carry out my work better because i feel better?
i wont really know for sure but what im sure of is yes, im really tired and i just need to sniff the fresh air for a few days longer. ppl ask me how am i doing. im doing ok, but im just tired. overall, generally, basically tired. not necessarily physically and mentally tired. its just the overall tiredness of booking in, of working day and night, of being there 24/7, of giving orders/instructions, of following orders/instructions and booking out, can really drive you up the wall sometime..
you may not know it, you may not notice it but i think subconsciously it do have an adverse effect on you. well personally i think i have grown slightly more eccentric over time.. lol, i think you can ask my friends about it.. i think so man. someone told me once,
what we need is sanity, working yourself too hard doesnt give you one
smoke on the water.
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