Sunday, April 22, 2007
i realized, what i wear determines how i generally will behave, what i can do, what i cant do, to be who i want or dont want to be..
in my army uniform, i can get down and dirty no problem.. i dont mind sitting anywhere and everywhere, i eat fruits that fell onto mud; just brush the mud off and eat, i carried sandbags, ammo, mg, tripods, signal sets, i pee anywhere appropriate, i train in the rain, i dont shower for days etc etc
of course this is when im in the jungle. but if not, im at my utmost best "behaviour", i dont jaywalk, i walk with that confidence, im like all police and courteous, hahahahaha
when im in CV, i hate to sweat, i hate to run for the bus cos i will sweat, i dont like to sit if its dirty though i still anywhere sit in the train, ok lah food wise, i will still pick up stuff that is dropped on the floor, blow off the dirt and eat it ;) i dont like to carry heavy stufff though cos i will sweat .. haha yes i dont like to sweat in my CV attire.. other then when im working out =P
and of course im not exactly a good boy , i jaywalk most of the time, i walk with loud music in my head, im like moving my head, fingers or leg or some part of my body parts when i listen to my music. hahaha yes that is me.. when im not in uniform, i dont exactly give the impression that im actually an officer =D good! cos i dont want too.. i wanna be myself.
fyi, last friday chahat saw me in uniform, she is like the only non army friend i know who has seen me in uniform.. and she said i look good ;);) hehehe
smoke on the water.
2:11 PM
