Sunday, March 11, 2007
hmmm, i managed to secure an off tomorrow.. this off i say, i would definitely take it! meaning i wont last minute change my mind and well come back to camp.. whatever that would, could happen, must stay at home!! i really need this break.. after this, its back to tekong where i would get confine again till the end of this month and tat is no joke..
i need a recharge man.. really a charge of 12000000000 Volts and 100 Amp into my body. man that be a respite.. i havent been running, cycling or been to the gym.. body i feel, its still tired.. i feel like a car choking cos the air filter is choked with dirt, i feel like a mountain bike with too little air in the tyres, i feel like a boat running on just 1 propeller... to sum it all, i feel i can move and go on, but just i cant get it to go at 100%.. its like at 50-60% max.
i hate that.. i cant push myself further, faster, longer, better.. nvm, tomorrow i go gym! yeah, in the morning ah.. no one in the gym and all, can really hog the machine.. lol need to get back to my normal eating habits.. my eating habits has been really irregular.. not good for my goal.. i wanna bulk up by another 5 kilo.. that's my target.. thinking if i should whack the supplement, but its alot of money going to waste..
hahaha sian.
smoke on the water.
2:32 PM
