Saturday, January 20, 2007
ok its confirmed.. im always used, i always feel used, i will always be used.. fact that when someone is nice, you get used.. as simple as that... of course, you can always tell someone off, just say no, just dont do anything, ignore it altogether.. but since you're nice, you cant just say no, or say it, or just watch things happen or ignore it.
lol i cant change that.. for me not to be nice is like for me to just stop eating junk food altogether., possible close to impossible.. unless i just get really tainted with alot of hatred and angst for things.. then its a different thing altogether. i would get a tattoo "
wicked " in a nice cursive font on my back..
smoke on the water.
10:16 PM