Saturday, January 20, 2007
ok its confirmed.. im always used, i always feel used, i will always be used.. fact that when someone is nice, you get used.. as simple as that... of course, you can always tell someone off, just say no, just dont do anything, ignore it altogether.. but since you're nice, you cant just say no, or say it, or just watch things happen or ignore it.
lol i cant change that.. for me not to be nice is like for me to just stop eating junk food altogether., possible close to impossible.. unless i just get really tainted with alot of hatred and angst for things.. then its a different thing altogether. i would get a tattoo "
wicked " in a nice cursive font on my back..
smoke on the water.
10:16 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
im going 22 really really soon. 22 yrs of age damn, and i dont feel like im 22 ah. i still feel like 18... hahaha why? maybe cos everybody seem to say i look like im 18, maybe also cos i have no license what so ever, no personal transport of myself, i have a bicycle, i share my room stuff with my brother, i still stay with my parents, i was never in a relationship before, i still watch certain cartoons. LOL
hahahaha ok perhaps its all of the above =P but maybe perhaps without me knowing, im more matured too.. i mean sometimes i subconsciously tuned onto channels news asia on tv whenever there is nothing nice on it. i mean wow, i wont do that like let say 1-2 years ago.
license; ok im still thinking if its worth getting a motorbike license. im more like 60% into getting one.. its a future proof, investment thing ah. car ? lol maybe when im really working.. 1K for a piece of card telling others you can drive a 4 wheel based vehicle just sound like a really stupid idea to me =)
personal transport; a bike would be ok for me.. maybe a nice yellow vespa.. got no money for car man.. NO MONEY.
bicycle; my bicycle has been with me for more than 8 years, and most of the components are still the original one! cool aye? lol i love my bicycle among all other things.. i love cycling and fullstop. hmmm need to do some overhaul on my bike soon.
room; ok my brother dont exactly sleep in the room but all his stuff are inside, and since he like to play the pc, and the pc is inside the room, yeah at times i cant nap inside cos he is playing. sometimes his friend come over and use my room too.. but im not so fussy bout this, cos im like 6 days a week in camp anyway!
parents; ok this one, lol im in singapore, period. not in the states or what, i got no money to get my own place.. and i love my home!!!
relationship; ah the elusive term that goes hand in hand with gf. what? im not bothered by it, things sometimes havent been going my way, but yeah, no issue to me yet. im not gay, i still oogle at girls.. i still flirt *some even say im damn flirty and horny* rofl.. ppl say i got alot of hot mammas around me.. lol to be honest, i feel like a guy working in a bank with all the money in the world, but i cant even lay a hand on any one of them. get the idea?? ;)
cartoons; anime included, i just loveeeeeeee them.. especially batman and justice league and animes! hahaha no comments =P
smoke on the water.
10:54 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
I always try to live my life by this saying " work hard, play hard and rest hard "
of course once again, key word to emphasize here is "TRY" .. why?
well, yes i do work hard, well cant help it there can it, things wont move if you dont worked hard, as easy as that. and if things dont move along, you might as well be labelled as irresponsible in 1 way or the other.. and as usual, being singaporean in singapore, you always end up working extra harder also.. its our way of living..
ok then work is "over" btw, work is never over! when it comes to a stop, its time for you to play hard.. yeah, try to play hard ah.. why? cos of the fact that we always work extra, we end up with lesser time to play, so we can't play as hard.. or or we work harder, so we end up tired to even play hard, or worst still to even play.. some people *happens to me sometime* cant play hard alone, they need people to do it with them.. and its this people who fall into the first 2 factors i mention;
lesser time to play or tired to even play hard. so you basically just jump straight to the rest hard part.. assuming you can get to rest, most of the time, the rest is never enough cos your work and your play took most out of it.. or i know of some people *like me* if you didnt play hard enough, its hard for them to actually sit down and just rest like you should.. cos why? you still feel restless! tired yes, but restless.. =)
i think now i have to like try for " work hard, play harder and rest even harder"
smoke on the water.
11:46 AM
