Saturday, December 30, 2006
Do you have the time
To listen to me whine?
About nothing and everything
All at once.
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm crackin up
Am I just paranoid?
Or am I just stoned
I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex that's bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause it's bringing her down
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm crackin up
Am I just paranoid?
Yeh yeh yeh!
Grasping to control
So I better hold on
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm crackin up
Am I just paranoid?
Am I just stoned?
smoke on the water.
11:28 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Blind by Lifehouse
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turn around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
After all this why
Would you ever want to leave
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
smoke on the water.
11:21 PM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
life in the army, life as an officer equates to responsibility. more responsibility in every sense.. and i guess LTA Goh was right.. sometime people have the passion but they dont have the commitment... lol i guess that why some of us are not regulars! hahaha like today.. by right im on leave, but CO wanna see us in the evening, so yeah, must make the trip down back to camp. hopefully i can go for my movie after that..
hahaha what to do eh.. for president & country
smoke on the water.
12:01 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
hmmm... its a sunday evening, 5.32 pm to be exact.. im slowly counting down the time to book back into camp.. and god the feeling is like rotting me away slowly.. everybody else seem to be somewhere else, and i im just lazing around.. no nice show on tv, no people to talk too, finger hurting from the guitar. i want my sunday evening to last for like another week. then at least now i can go get ready go out and find something to do..
maybe i should have followed syahmi go Sim Lim Square.. but alaaa, i will come back home tired to book into camp. that just suck.. man the way my weekend is being burn before the year ends, is really saddening ah. im going 22 man!! hahahaha, what a nice number. and honestly, from the looks of it, i dont think i can fulfill my most simplest request and desire before 2006 ends and 2007 begins.. that is, to actually go to sentosa to slack..
how hard can going to a beach in sentosa be?? well harder than it seem for me.. i need ppl to accompany me, preferably someone willing, weather must be good, dont rain, sunny sunny all the way.. and of course the time.. i think i should had went for it when i had the chance. like go there alone and dont give a damn about the rest of the details..
but that is just sooooooo sad man. i think i would just feel even more miserable.. wahahahaha. maybe i should go to the beach during the new year.. or xmas.. or just die die find a slot in december.. ok maybe the new year seems more viable..
smoke on the water.
5:31 PM
