Sunday, October 15, 2006
life can get mess up.. it can get messy.. it will get messy.. its how much you clean it up though i guess.. no matter how good you housekeep a room, sooner or later, you get caught up with soo much stuff, it just get messy. ok maybe it isnt such a really good analogy cos i mean, for life to be mess up, it has to be serious stuff..
but you know, it hit me ah, like a punch to my face. maybe life do follow certain pattern or equation that only implies to a certain individual. like me for example, my life follow a certain pattern.. haha maybe im just paranoid? maybe life teasing me to work harder?? work harder? and get short change as usual?? i dont know.. one girl tried to chat me up recently.. im like wow, not bad ah, so far so good.. i mean could just be coincidence but maybe it wasnt.. wahaha who cares? she has a bf. rofl..
isnt the first time some girl with a bf tried to chat me up ;)
another girl i knew, was single and yeah, i felt a slight attraction.. its not like its wrong to be attracted to girls who are single since the fact most of the ones i knew *like the one mentioned above* have bfs :D anyway yeah, it has been well known fact of me that once this happen *the thing in italics* suddenly she will get into a relationship with some guy..
im dead serious man.. its like i have this aura, power or what. not that im like COMPLAINING or anything lah.. im just bringing it out cos this are the pattern that i see in me. paranoid me? lol i dont wanna sound like some loser who whine about cant get girls for nuts cos personally, this whole thing dont really bother me till someone mention it to me and had the nice job of rubbing in the fact onto me ah..
i hate that when they do that! some of my friends do that ;P "dood we are 21, fu*king fit, damn nice guys and all and where are we?" you know those sort of conversation can bring even me, the HAPPY-GO-LUCKY-GUY down man. lol fyi, yessah im 21, im #_*@# fit, and ya lah ok lah, nice guy. where am i now? lol somewhere..
smoke on the water.
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