Monday, May 01, 2006
*sits down and think.. did i ever come to a moment i wanted someone* i guess im just lying to myself and man am i a great liar.. i cant really think of any ah.. i mean of course i do came to a point where i like a certain someone but as far as i can recall, i dont exactly work on that.. hahaha
i just tell myself, ok lets move on.. why? maybe cos just as it happen, something else happen to put a 12 ft wall across me and block my way? figuratively speaking of course.. as much as i can be a fighter who doesnt quit easily and just get as plain stubborn as i can get, i can also be someone who get going with whatever i was doing just like that hoping and taking my chance with just waiting till the time is right..
maybe its a wrong approach?? hahaha tackle the thing head on? easier said then done.. there are just so many factors to consider, and so many choices to choose! besides things like this, cant be forced.. you dont throw the egg into the basket, you place it in gently.
ah! im 21 yrs and 4 mths plus yrs old.. plenty of time? perhaps.. i dont know =)
smoke on the water.
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