Sunday, April 23, 2006
Last week i had a chat with my friend. He out of suddenly message me on msn asking me about OCS and how is it going between me and this lady friend i know. lol i asked him what about her and she was like, he remembered me going out with her for some "dates" and stuff and he saw the testimonial given to me by her.. hahaha well actually i wont consider anything as a date but anyway my friend is utterly convinced she likes me..
hahaha I can only speculate =) maybe he is right, maybe he is wrong.. ok lah I kind of like her too so perhaps the feeling is mutual?? I had some thinking after that conversation with my friend though. Just before that, she came online and we talk and stuff.. oh yeah she is overseas now, quite a no of my friends are overseas studying! yeah anyway we chatted and catched up with one another, see what the other been up to lately..
That conversation with her and my guy friend really set me thinking... And i was on my way back to camp to book in.. I was in the taxi alone, it was raining and the taxi stop at the red light. The green man was on, people with umbrellas were crossing the road, it was raining and i was staring out of the window looking at them.. rain drops roll down the window and im just leaning towards the window with my hand on my chin, doing the thinking pose.. the street lighting, Boyz 2 men playing on the radio... hahahaha GOD it cant get anymore cliche than that man! like I was in a movie =)
However yeah, it did happen and haha i laughed at myself for that.. It was one of those rare moment I actually seriously considering about some form of relationship.. of course it be like wow cos its gonna be a long distance one?? My friend thinks she is a good catch.. trust him?? hahaha hmmmmmmmmm
smoke on the water.
6:53 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
The storm is bad tonight
So how could I
Awake without you here
Your picture is on the wall
You haven’t called
But I will wait for you
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Once again your eyes
Make it hard to say goodbye
So I'll just keep driving
Where you wanna go
It doesn't really matter
As long as you are here with me
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So tell me
What's the price to pay for glory
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is
to burn
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smoke on the water.
6:38 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
was suppose to go sentosa after my friday prayers.. but weather turned out to be pretty much wet wet wet.. lol imagine this, cycling back home in a "cats & dogs" raining condition from the mosque.. i didnt think much about doing it though cos i really wanna get home and stuff.. just asked for a small plastic bag for my hp and wallet and off i went! drenched of course
and man did i got a splitting headache from the cold rain on my head.. had to immediately shower, made ginger tea to warm myself up and of course wear my beanie over my head.. oh yeah, before all of that, i had to wipe my bicycle and spray it with WD-40 to prevent from any form of corrosion from happening to my baby! ok so the sentosa thing didnt happend.. so me matt and syahmi went to westmall to catch Tristan & Isolde or is it Isoled.. ah whatever spelling ah!
kinda nice show to watch, though it goes to show how much following your heart or "instinct" can practically screw everything up and like in the show, brings war to 2 kingdom... but of course, its only natural to do that.. which men doesnt follow the heart or instinct one.. oh yeah, after all of that, went pasar malam buy burgers and went to the top of some multistorey car park to play the guitar till damn late ah.. and now im like soooooooo sleeeeeeeepy zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
smoke on the water.
1:30 AM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Finally after some long time, i made my way to orchard road to meet up with some friends of mine to watch a movie.. hahaha end up didnt watch any movie at all cos being a saturday night and being orchard road aka Town, it was rather pack and so yeah, you get the idea eh?
ok lah, not bad at least i didnt spend the 8.50 watching the show and i did had a nice time walking around window shopping and stuff.. got to admit, got quite a bunch of nice ladies to look at ah.. ;) hahaha =P yeah yeah nice to see, but no touching.. oh yeah, saw some nice shirts im thinking of getting at far east..
some greenday, finch and jungle ape stuff.. didnt find any replacement for my rings though.. kinda sad ah! it just goes to show how unique that ring is.. felicia said can try find it at monkeb or monkit or something like that.. my friend ask me to make my own one.. which is also not a bad idea too.. replicate my old ring ah..
hmmm will think about it.. so yeah, need to shop for some nice shirt, my ring if possbile, a jacket for bbss dinner thingy and a nice belt.. i get at least 1 lady to follow me cos we all know how sucky i am at shopping for clothes.. haha i have no fashion sense as some say =P then maybe she can window shop too and i can recommend her what to get!! hahaha doubt she will buy what i recommend though..
then can sit down for coffee or what and just chit chat chit chat.. oogle at girls again =D
smoke on the water.
6:23 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
" hey lover she cant save herself,
why wont you leave till you can? "
Love me butch - Reconcile
lol ok the song lyrics has nothing to do with what i wanna say but oh well =) hanna has been pestering me about getting a gf again. hahaha reminding me of my poly days of "firdaus why dont you get a life and get a gf" or "fir, please ah, go get a girl and stop wasting money on your computer"
hahaha alaa if it was that easy ah, i be like making out with my gf right now which i am not =) cos i need to book in 2 hours time =P actually perhaps its easy, perhaps its hard.. i also dont know ah.. its not a simple, wear my hunting gear and use a 12 gauge and shoot down the first girl i see who i consider sexy.. noooooooooo .. its a whole lot of mind game that i cant fully comprehend yet..
ok lah, will try to at least give myself a look around to see any candidate suitable for my liking.. seems kinda fun hahaha perhaps.. i dont know.. alot of "i dont know" in this area ah.. ok but seriously, whatever i just said a few sentence back, will try ah.. not easy since i be in camp 6 days a week man. wohooo time to go!
smoke on the water.
6:50 PM