Sunday, January 15, 2006
Ok 3 days ago, i hit 21 years old.. yes, you heard me right, 21 (twenty one).. not 16, not 18 but 21.. kinda a small number if you compared it to the average life expectancy of a man in singapore being 70? lol but i mean come mon, 21 is like D legal age man... i can watch Rated for Adults movies legally, i have the responsibility to vote! lol i dont even like politics! its like, hitting 21 is a big mile stone for most people, especially for people like me!
im firdaus, people who reads this should know how i am, how i behave and how i think.. hahaha and to be honest..i dont think 21 is the proper age for it!! rofl.. ok lah some people said i grown to be more matured but i dont know man.. i havent really seen it it me yet.. i must do something or at least figure out something to haha set me as a 21 yr old!! any ideas people?? lol but now to think bout it..
its no biggie ah.. 21 yr old only.. some of my friends are much older =) hehehe haha but just imagine this.. im 21 now, i be 22 plus before i ord.. then try for Uni and if enter, i be 25-26 before i finish Uni with a degree.. then work!! that is if everything goes well.. i can get a good job by that age.. but if cock up ah *touch wood*
22 plus ord, then cannot go uni and no money! so work first for min 4 years.. so i be 26 then i try for Uni and that is 3-4 years.. 30 years old then i get degree and get an even better job! 30!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaah! my dad be like 50 plus sial! he be retiring and shit! lol and think about it, within this time frame, technicaly i have to get a gf, minimum and think about getting married?? lol ok lah lets just plan for gf first.. dont wanna heck care about a girl till my parents think im gay or what! or match make me!
and yeah i need to live life too! do things i wanna do! travel, see the world, get license, venture deeper into the realm of overclock, x-country biking, karate, overseas fishing trips, and im considering rock climbing now.. oh yeah a band!! hahaha bassist Rip Dusty or guitarist .. lol most probably bassist but still play the guitar =) but i think the most importantly.. 2 things ah..
my family and friends =) *aaaaaaaaaaaaaaw shugs*
i wanna of course continue supporting my family, basically financially and however i can as a brother =D and that including helping my ever annoying small brother!! hahahaha i may not be a family man of sort but NS makes me show, how attached I am to my family.. so yeah.. I WONT LET YOU GUYS DOWN!!! *sniff sniff*
as for friends.. i been through a lot and of course i didnt reach being 21 alone.. there are friends around me who just the greatest.. i wont say they are willing to die for me and vice versa haha ;P but hey, i am basically what i am cos of you guys! how i talk, how i behave..what that defines me is the input of you people.. ok lah that also including my family.. my parents has influence me alot to be the alleged nice boy you all know =D so yeah anyway, friends.. i will continue to support you guys in whatever way i can.. financially urmmmm haha see how ok..
ok lah, i just saying, you can count on me to help you ok.. dont matter what problems.. i try to help.. i guess this is all for now.. lol cant get too touchy ah. wait you guys think something wrong with me heeh
smoke on the water.
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