Thursday, May 26, 2005
there bound to be time where you have to choose on one thing and decide which choice you want to take.. and with past personal experience i know, i was never good at making decisions sometimes or most of the time.. lol i think of too many outcomes and possibility, it just boogle me down with too much stuff..
im already 20 and yeah i have partake in some "big" decision making events that happend throughout my life but I think that was just the tip of the icebergs.. lol how i wonder how im gonna handle other stuff.. like maybe for example, a relationship...that is something big that i never encounter before personally.. to some ppl its easy, hey lets get together, i call you honey you call me darling and all of that crap =)
but to some, its a whole new level of commitment and chosing the wrong person for it can prove to be a disaster? maybe lol!!! or cant choose who to be the right person.. hahaha i wont want to be in those hot seats.. took me at least 2 hours to decide which pc fan to buy, let alone that!!! hahhaha.. you may end up marrying the person man~!!!!! =P
then, there are future plan decisions like the jobs or course of study you wanna take after graduation and stuff... whatever you choose affects your future 5-10 years down the row, hell could afffect you forever.. this is where decision making gets really complicated..unlike some relationship decision making or what, its more than just relying on gut feeling now...
its more on advices, what you want, what the future brings you, etc etc etc oh well, i guess somehow, just somehow ppl just make their decisions... regrets or no regrets, 1 thing is for sure, nothing ever goes your way.. nothing ever turn out crappy too.. it jsut that, ppl complain too much.. they dont really appreciate the simpler things, that is all =P hehe
smoke on the water.
4:48 PM
