Monday, February 21, 2005
Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note for you, my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
Felt emoish, cant help it though... just trying to be sincere
smoke on the water.
1:11 AM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
i came and i saw...and lol chahat was really really excited and happy..quite a rare sight actually...i mean i known her for like 5 years ++ and i have never really quite seen something like this before...haha could be the flowers, could be the fact that we came or could be the fact that she put alot of effort into the event...i think its all 3 =P oh well, its nice to see that excited.. makes me happy
the dance itself, was WOW.. there were some hot numbers and i mean HOTT! sexy clothes, sexy moves, sexy ladies...what else can i ask for except for a nearer seat to the stage =P... lol and i didnt know chahat can really dance that well, the fact that it was her first time dancing and first time performing on a stage where you move about and stuff ..hehe
hmmm, NTU seems to be a really nice place..maybe just maybe i can go there to do my degree in chem eng... but i be mostly alone...still got 2 years of NS to complete first... by then most of my friends would be like graduating =( sigh
smoke on the water.
1:28 AM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Ok, its been a while since i update my blog..been tied up with FYP but hey its over now and now im updating my blog!! anyway, my D&D was over like 11 days ago and LOL did i had a lot of fun...
Well we were late for the event because of some factors like the girls being late, me and collin gave wrong direction and matt cannot find a parking space...but hey, we still reach the place in one piece and that is good! oh well, the parking fee was like 50 cents per hour!! can you fucking believe it! R-I-P-O-F-F man..
we ate and had fun.. the food sucked abit but the mushrooms was niceeeee~. nurul *my date* took part in the Miss Black & White competition and the ppl at the table had a "wise" idea of giving her a flower after she sashay down the catwalk...of course the flower was syairazi but he was such a wuss to do it..
being the sports that i am and since she was my date, i did it..lol i think because of that, alot of ppl thought we were couples... even Walter, the guy nurul found sooo cute =P lol he was like, " hey you're nurul's bf" muahahaha... ppl cant stop talking about me!! gossips, rumours, lol.. as nurul said, im baskin in the limelight..
oh well i did had a great time and even though disco night music sucked abit, i still dance to some of my favourites like SMOKE MACHINE!!! who the hell has control of that DAMN smoke machine>>> hahaha and yeah, nurul tried to do that sexed up dance where she rub her body and butt on me while dancing.. ARGH! of course the word here was "tried" lol cos i just stoned there and they all laugh..hahaha
there are just some stuff i cant do..haireel was funnier, danced with what he thought was a bangla student, in fact it was Mr Adrian...Fattah was surrounded by the girls of Lee Ah Lee and gang.. Mr Ho took out his shirt to dance and Robin, urrm, i think he was high on drugs =)
oh well, its over and all i have is memories and photos... i feel so old
smoke on the water.
11:15 AM
