Sunday, December 05, 2004
Talking to chweng now about my love life.. hahaha yeah, you must be asking..i have one? hahaha no i dont have..but well im going 20 really soon..sooo yeah ;) aaah girls..they can drive me up the wall man...especially those i like .. who? i wont tell =) figure it out yourself ah =P honestly? i will take this time to open up so as to prevent myself from going insane..
yes ppl would say , wah this firdaus guy quite an emo..i mean, who isnt? just that i dont go all crazy about it..i just write it down..ok right now im still single and im still not looking for one.. why? dont ask me why..my heads is really confuse now... i mean, i have no idea what im thinking about right now.. BEFORE I PROCEED ANY FURTHER.. yes GRACE im fine..thank you for asking =) its like, given a choice of A, B or C.. i dont know which one to choose..soo lost, soo ever lost in my own mind..not knowing what to do, what to think..i always try to avoid the problem altogether by not thinking about it at all..
it works at times..but you know, ppl ask qns, ppl bring up stuff..and lol you get the idea. my head now is like a cpu that is churning out number for Pi which is 3.14xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx... the number is like infinite man.. attraction is an illogical process to which i agree...its more like impulses and stuff..something i lack in this area =) i tend to process more and more into logical reasoning and all..which i believe wont really work..hahaha.. like a car going no where..that is how i feel. i have no idea what to do .. the guy who always gave good sound advices to ppl dont know what to do.. hahahaha what an outcome
smoke on the water.
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