Tuesday, December 28, 2004
ah, its 12 midnight and im doing my blog.... i want to do my Process Control assignment but its abit hard because i cant really focus and not enough solid information...so yeah here i am blogging =P... trying to vent out my emotions, keep in check with the real world and stay sane as they say...oh well it works on me most of the time...
but i can safely say, my emotions has been under control and well fortunately it seems to me its going to get better...i guess i am changing, being more "matured" as one would have say and well knowing that the whole world doesnt revolve around me and that i have to get a grip of myself..lol it worked..its not that i dont feel any sort of emotion...just that i learned from EIC lessons, you need to identify that emotion and control it...there is no good or bad emotions, just how you react to it..
but sometimes i got to admit, this past few days..my mind has been playing tricks on me...i dont know but its like its happening to me again...hahaha, all part and parcel of growing up i guess...though i feel like venturing deeper with this emotion, this feeling...but must calculate the risk out...yeah must do that
smoke on the water.
11:55 PM