Thursday, November 04, 2004
Wait and bleed
i just ate and its 4.11am in the morning....well technically yesterday, i did something wrong to Chahat...it was a misunderstanding of words on my behalf and yeah, so she was pissed..even though she said she wasnt after 45 mins of the
incident...which i doubt so..i know woman man..and i can tell when they are angry or what ah..anyway it seems to me from time till time im always bound to land myself in trouble as in with respect to girls and with what i said =) ... lol its not like im doing it on purpose...i think its one good way of spicing up my dull life...by making me
MISERABLE cos i always have this tendency to feel guilt even if it isnt really my fault...
moving on, today will be my last paper and that would be Corrosion and Material Selection...bah exams can be said, its over...fasting month is also half way...time is really moving and i feel im still stuck at the past...crap man..i feel soo unaccomplish..soo incomplete...so missing something...i told syahmi this yesterday " i feel like giving up on my conquest " ... i guess that was why i felt like giving up...just sick and tired of it already ... maybe i have been going to the gym and stuff for the wrong reason..but hey it was a form of motivation for me and it worked..but now..is it going to be worth all that effort? god knows man, god knows...
smoke on the water.
8:30 PM
