Tuesday, October 19, 2004
lol its 4.36 am in the morning and i just ate...honestly i cant really eat that much...my stomach wont take it...anyway i manage to read syahmi's blog...and this reminded to me write mine...ok well let see, now exams are coming, its fasting month, Hari Raya is coming and so is the end of the year 2004...soon i be 20..20 man! what did i achieve?? i mean reaching 20 means 1 thing, im no longer a teenager any more...i cant be really called a boy..
blah, i dont have a gf, i dont do clubbing, i dont really fond of going to "town" or anywhere else for that fact to just do nothing...basically im what most teenagers would find boring...however im fine and happy with it...its just the way i am..but am i really wasting my youth away? alot of kids have been pestering me to get a girl, go out more and explore Singapore and stop being boring...hahaha..im a simple man and sometimes need not really have all of this...yes its pressurizing sometimes to change for my friends, but i guess i can be stubborn at times =P
i always try to live my life like its my life...meaningful and happy..yet im still bound by this aura that, hey dont worry, im only going 20, still a long way to go so i can take it easy...yesh sometimes i do feel like hugging and at times, hug that special someone...but it isnt just me to do so...im not really the sort of person to show that much affection..and i do feel like partying like there is no tomorrow or slack like im King at times too..but again, it isnt just me to do so...maybe i need more time..just abit more time and maybe by then, God would have shown me the way and well maybe i develop deeper..
basically this blog is not targetted at a subject or topic..its pretty much general about my life and its to be =)
i guess i can end it with a great quote by General Maximus of the movie GLadiator..."what we do in life, echoes in eternity" what it really mean, its really up to you to decide..peace on..
smoke on the water.
10:10 AM
