Tuesday, October 05, 2004
hmmm as we blog, my pc is uploading some comedy show to my friend via msn...177mb, nuts! i guess i wont switch off my pc tonight eh? hahaha..anyway today 3 of my friends asked me about my msn nick...it says, " she defines me..so she says" so i had to explain what it means...well it is basically what my friend say that this girl defines me... after careful explanation, they begin digging deeper into my life, so call love life..
hahaha didnt know my love life is that exciting man...i mean bah its not a soap opera, its not a romance novel, its not a scandalous movie...no it isnt, its just like any other normal guy's life..assuming im normal =) ok its either 3 things...god is trying to tell me something or all of my friend somehow got together and decided to play a big joke on me or it could be all coincidence ...cos my friends cant seem to stop bugging me about relationship...we support you lah, dont give up lah, go get her lah, why dont want to get a gf lah...alamak ppl..
you people are not even my parents and even they dont make noise!! i cant really answer why im not in a relationship...maybe im scared of commitments, maybe im just plain lazy, maybe i just wanna it to be right...god knows...it feels no i dont want it cos of me being me =) and yes there is the yes i want it cos of ppl around me! so now mix it up and what do you get? i have no idea...you people are really making me confuse man....the Force is strong in me, but i still can crack...sooner or later...hopefully it be over by then, hehehe ...
whether i like that girl , whether i still like her, whether i wanna make a move on her...that i let it be...i just let my life unfold day by day and see how it goes..its like throwing a paper plane out of a window..not knowing where it gonna land or even if it can fly well in the first place... so yeah, relax lah...if i need encouragement about girls... i will ask them from you people..as for now, lol its pressurizing!!!
smoke on the water.
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