Monday, August 09, 2004
alaaaaaaaamaak!! grace power ah...for once i admit defeat but still, im not waving the white flag just as yet!!! what im trying to say is that, when it comes to girls...i just sucks lah!! its like as i said to phyllis earlier..and i also realised this...all the girls are like right? it would take a miracle for anything to happen between me and them ok? they are attached and stuff..anyway~~
with regards to my previous post about me still thinking about this girl...HELLO!!! you people got the wrong idea, why am i not suprise heh? ok lets get this straight ppl...im a guy, i have feelings, emotional thoughts and stuff..yes suprise suprise..im just like anyone of you!! okok moving on..this means i have the right to have such feelings ok.but it doesnt mean im a bloody lover looser guy =) im different now...im OPEN, STRAIGHT FORWARD..ok not that open ah but anyways how i handle things is simple..i dont really hide stuff.. and that is why the blog exist in the first place right??? secondly alot of you friends should know, im the person who is a really heavy paranoid thinker sort
i will think and think and think and think...and at times i cant sleep because of this...its like haunting me from the inside, only way for me to to be peace is to pen it down somewhere ok..that way i can sleep with a supposed clear conscience..so that why i wrote that "emotional" piece here..however it dont mean that im a creep or a loser or a despo or whatever you people are thinking...im fine serious..that girl that i liked no need to panick or what so ever...its completely a normal firdaus behaviour on my part ok? im not gonna plan an elaborate scheme to get you and elope you to thailand...no mam,
if you people still think other wise? pls feel free to argue with me on msn =)
smoke on the water.
10:01 PM
