Sunday, July 25, 2004
sighed its about 11.45pm now and im suppose to do my report now..easier said than done man... i mean i know its the weekend and all..but from what i learn and become during poly, it is always nice to spend the weekend doing nothing =) of course i didnt do nothing, i did some work here and there trying to move that progress meter up by soo much...alast, i am only flesh and bone...maybe im just pushing myself too much? i dont know, i cant never judge how much must i push myself....just look at the way i eat, at times like a pig, trying to force, trying to masticate, trying to stuff as much food as i can =)..just look when i cycle, when is enough? till my knee is screaming in pain? till my back is crying out? till my legs burnt in lactic acid? hahahaha i guess in a way, i just love pushing myself..that what makes me human..its not bout love nor hate nor jealousy or even anger...just pushing myself..of course i dont do that all the time...
recently i skipped karate training because i was just too darn tired from school..and i felt abit feverish..unwise to push myself cos it can affect me in the long run...so it is true, i do think ahead sometimes..visionary as the internet questionaire say so ;) which brings me to the fact, i guess its ok for me to slack during the weekend...i mean i spend 5 days already studying and doing school stuff.. of course there are projects and schedule to follow but i should manage..i always do..so people, no matter how busy you are or what...just give yourself a break sometime ok? especially to that few ppl * you should know who you are* dont be too hard on yourself...it saddens me at times..life may not be as short as some ppl say it..but it aint that long either..my advice? just hang loose and dont be too uptight...like a traffic junction, there are times to be red, yellow and green ..cheers matey
smoke on the water.
11:42 PM
