Friday, May 07, 2004
lol it seem some people are making a fuss about my previous blog..lol hahaha come on, its a blog where ones deepest and darkest secret is post for anyone to see man... yes i do like the girl *who i shall not disclose =PpP* but its not like i want to have a serious relationship with her or what...i just like her...if i want to have a serious relatioship with her cos i like her, then i have like 4 gfs already..hahaha cos i like a few girls...for me, they are the package!!! besides i think and most probaby is, they want me to stay as friends..that all...so ya its better to see it coming then to be hit by the coming.. i mean to me, im better off not trying and dont get rejected then trying and getting rejected...=)
and ya nothing wrong with liking a girl right?? i mean, its natural man..not that im gonna marry her or what...having a relationship for me is something unknown to me...yes im 19 and im still single..big deal.. some of the ppl out there takes teenage love life too seriously lah...i look at the simpler finer things in life...if i have gf, ok loh, break break loh, dont have dont have loh...of course sometimes it hurts, it hurts you bad and you start playing all those love songs bla bla bla... yes we are still human, i am still human..just a simple normal guy who of course have human feeling and emotions...i see other couples happy happy, of course i get jealous..no doubt, i cant hide the fact but what i also dont hide is, though im jealous....i try not to compare my life with others..how i wanna run it is how i wanna run it...im 19 and expected to live till 80 plus..i dont want to boogle myself down with such things... i guess by now girls would think that if im your bf, i wont be serious and cant be trusted...that is not true..that is the wrong idea here..if i have a gf of course i would love her deep and much..if i break up with her or caught her cheating, of course i feel sad..but isnt this part and parcel of life? i do want a girl..someone for me but not everyone gets the cake and eat it too =)
i guess the problem with some ppl here is that, they make this whole matter like its life and death but yet they dont realise that if you are sooo focus on that alone, what life do you have? i hoped you peeps understand what im talking about :)
smoke on the water.
3:16 PM
