Tuesday, May 11, 2004
hmmmm today is Jesmund 19th birthday...im already like 19 yr 5 mths old..along with grace using my sec 2 pic as her display and chahat nick " i miss you " ...it can only point to me 1 direction...my my how much have i grown...im like half way towards being a 20 yr old guy!! can you imagine that? i cant there is soo much still left for me to do...i mean soon enough i hit 21, then 25, then 30, then 45, etc...wahahaha i wonder how much have i change? i mean i cant really judge myself on how much i have changed because im me and i cant see or feel the difference...i mean in terms of physical looks, god i see no difference since like 4 years ago...i still look basically generally!!! the same!! and that smile...lol ok lah, i did grow taller, way taller...but that is norm... what i wanna know is my character and attitude, has it even change...i mean everyone wants to be a better person, i want to be one too..anyway i have to sleep now, duty calls at CPTC later on..night
smoke on the water.
12:19 AM
