Thursday, April 22, 2004
ok, was listening to radio when the new hoobastank song came to play, urmm, it called The Reason i think...cant really remember now ah..and man hearing that song, emotions flooded me like flash flood of the Amazon man..words in the songs are soo deep...and thanks to the song, im more confuse of my own emotions now...i guess i was wrong in trying to avoid it altogether hoping it just disappear...guess it wont eh? but that isnt really the point now *trying to avoid it, lol* its funny that we, or me in general..when im sad, i listen to sad songs..when im happy, happy songs...and it somehow help me soothe that heart of mine...i know stuff im facing now isnt really life and death and all...but still, its just weird...if im lonely, Billy Joel "honesty" will be played on repeat...a song about loneliness in the world and i will just sing along to it....pretending im some stranger soul living aimlessly in the world..and it works!! next day or so, i feel much better....
weird isnt it? if i feel heart broken, all those sappy boy band songs are played and i feel much better...hahahha..and now, when im moody and lonely, i blog!!! hahahaha and well it helps ah...cos i guess i think im sharing my problems with ppl who see my blog, though even for the fact that only a few souls know i have a blog ;P rofl...oh look better get back to me study..argh, head gonna eXplodE!!
smoke on the water.
10:39 PM
