Sunday, March 28, 2004

ok..i really have to pen this down..alot of the people i know have been acting weird this past few weeks...look at my friend syahmi and william..they started talking about girls and being passive and stuff etc..you get the idea... and recently 2 of my single friend got themselves a gf...and its like..everyone is so emo nowdays...is it just me or what? and from what i gathered from my previous sms and msn session...something is going on and i dont know what...its like, when people gossip or talk about things..they tend to leave me out in the frigid dark...so im blur about what in the hell is going on...of course this feeling of curiousity isnt really helping me...we all know curiousity kills the cat..but curiousity really disturb the firdaus man...ok lah, im a curious young man, no doubt about it....you know what, the first minute i see grace online..im gonna interrogate her...until she breaks and crack..muahahaha..lol now im acting weird..but then again, i am abit weird =)..
this sucks man, its killing me, this, this obsession of finding out what is going on...im already tired mentally and it isnt really helping me...i know people talk and all but they dont talk to me man!..i know its none of my business but look whose talking..this people are snooping around other people's business and its ok then ah?? what? im not ready for it? i have a big mouth ? PLEASE SOMEONE tell me!!!! ok i know there are like 2 people who visit my blog...and i assume both of this 2 souls know what is going on...i can sense...or just 1 of them...definetely 1 of them knows what is going on...my emotions now is a wrecked, honestly...i guess being on my "prime" age its suppose to happen...screwed up man..well at least im not the only one...i have mine under control most of the time...i guess its time to hit the gym twice as hard, cycle twice as fast, crank up that loud music and just ride it..somehow~~...ok man..cartoons up on central..and i need to eat...gonna vent my frustration again on this blog again...soon...im feeling too restless...just too freaking restless..

smoke on the water.
10:21 AM

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