Sunday, March 28, 2004
by Ms Grace Auyong Xiao Pei Pei...cheers
er m.... yeah i think you do the talking long enuf
but then again i always do the talking too
are you just too tired
of living ... and talking and being the life of the party
take a break take a breather
step back and realise
life isnt about the party
it's the people
dun work it .. it'll work out ,...
if you're not talking someone else would
just pick it up pick it where you left off
life goes not ...
goes on ...
goes not ... without with you
but then again ... life without you's a bummer ..
we;re without the entertainer ..
so step right up .. put on the fake smile ... get on with the job
the crowds love it .. that why their here...
i'm not making sense but does it matter ...
freestyling rhyming isnt my tea...
maybe i'll just make some coffee..
i talk too much you need a break ...
i'm not done ... but it's sounding suicidal
oh forget it .. i was just rambling
truly i love ... the party and the people ...
well it depends .. i rather the people ..
silence's beatuiful ... cos since we know we're physically present on the other side ..
and there's ears to hear and eyes to see ..
sometime silence's just a beatuiful thing ..
i'm tired....
i rhyme...
if i'm sober?
smoke on the water.
11:57 PM
ok..i really have to pen this down..alot of the people i know have been acting weird this past few weeks...look at my friend syahmi and william..they started talking about girls and being passive and stuff etc..you get the idea... and recently 2 of my single friend got themselves a gf...and its like..everyone is so emo nowdays...is it just me or what? and from what i gathered from my previous sms and msn session...something is going on and i dont know what...its like, when people gossip or talk about things..they tend to leave me out in the frigid dark...so im blur about what in the hell is going on...of course this feeling of curiousity isnt really helping me...we all know curiousity kills the cat..but curiousity really disturb the firdaus man...ok lah, im a curious young man, no doubt about it....you know what, the first minute i see grace online..im gonna interrogate her...until she breaks and crack..muahahaha..lol now im acting weird..but then again, i am abit weird =)..
this sucks man, its killing me, this, this obsession of finding out what is going on...im already tired mentally and it isnt really helping me...i know people talk and all but they dont talk to me man!..i know its none of my business but look whose talking..this people are snooping around other people's business and its ok then ah?? what? im not ready for it? i have a big mouth ? PLEASE SOMEONE tell me!!!! ok i know there are like 2 people who visit my blog...and i assume both of this 2 souls know what is going on...i can sense...or just 1 of them...definetely 1 of them knows what is going on...my emotions now is a wrecked, honestly...i guess being on my "prime" age its suppose to happen...screwed up man..well at least im not the only one...i have mine under control most of the time...i guess its time to hit the gym twice as hard, cycle twice as fast, crank up that loud music and just ride it..somehow~~...ok man..cartoons up on central..and i need to eat...gonna vent my frustration again on this blog again...soon...im feeling too restless...just too freaking restless..
smoke on the water.
10:21 AM
Monday, March 15, 2004
bah bah black sheepy...have you any freaking wool?? hahahaha...ok abit chaotic lately... woot! today i got scolded *wont really say scolded* by Ms Phua, my dearest personal tutor :P..hehehe just because i use the word "screwed up"...hahahaha damn funny man..and as usual..i still havent figured out why my blog is screwed up..opps!! ok lah...nothing much happend the past weeks..same ol same ol...sighed...not that im complaining =D..hmm what should i talk about today?
i know...lets talk about PC overclocking..the latest trend i caught!!!..i find it cool and fascinating and awesome..sad to say..not much of my friend dabble in this except, xing cai aka ah beng ..hehehe...couldnt believe it that an ah beng such as him, would actually be into this kind of stuff man....shocked and amazed...im going to upgrade my PC soon...to an AMD 2500 barton ah...gonna overclocked it too man...but i need to decide and plan on the cooling system....very important..and this cooling stuff is giving me a big headache!!!! soo many choices...too many, head overload..lololol.. bah...i want to talk more about this ...but 2 things...i have school stuff and doubt you ppl who read this actually understand anything...hmmmmm...ok this is going nowhere...im aimlessly blogging!!! man.. this is not bad... wont go crazy cos keep blogging away my thoughts...over and out!!
smoke on the water.
9:49 PM
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
hmm..ok its nearly 2 am and im kinda bored now..too many computer games, too many school work..can really drive me up the wall man...so yes, finally im doing this blog out of pure boredom =) anyway, today's topic will be bout money..yes that paper thingy with numbers and pictures printed on it that drives everyone nuts...and why do i say that? simple, just look at me...i need money man!! tonnes of it..i need to upgrade my PC, get a digicam, a guitar, pay for my training fee, pay for that paintball thingy, money for my food...the list is endless i tell you!! and ya just recently, my neighbour is now currently in a financial difficulty..with his dad sick and mom unemployed..i pity him, soo much i want to do for him and yet i cant...i need help myself =D and ya did i tell you my printer created trouble for me AGAIN? fuc*ed up man...wait..can i use vulgarities here?? lol ..grace if you are reading this...so sorry ah.. try to censor as much as i can but then again, im trying to keep this as spontaneos as possible..it adds to the fun of it :) blogging..muahahahaha..anyway back to the topic, money...if just i have unit trusts and bonds to play with ah..too bad im 2 years short and well i need the cash to be in that kind of stuff..bah. sighed, mom and sis already spulrge 100 bucks on doctor's fee..both got sore eyes..i always try to use my own money to get my own stuff..but its soo hard at times...HOWEVER fortunately..finally..me dad gonna get like some bonus!!! weeeee!!! all those hardwork paid off man... whatever he want to do with the cash, not my problem :) as long my allowance stay, i happy man .... ok i think its getting wordy here for a blog...so better stop here, if not no one will read it ..hehehe
smoke on the water.
1:48 AM
